Another turnning point
I suppose I should have been writing in this a long time ago... it is not like I am burnt out on it, but who has the time anymore to sit down and write....a lame excuse I know. But none the less I am here and ready to write.
A lot has happened,.....I need to go back and read my older posts to see how far I have to back track.....I don't know where would be best to start.... Have I talked about my marriage?
I have met my soul mate. And it seemed to happen all in a flurry. But I found the one. I couldn't be happier. Looking back on my past choices decisions I had made.... some I am not so proud of. The ones that I dig deep far into my memory trying to purge them from my brain. Hoping once I forget about them they might have never happened in time. But I suppose that's life,. you've got to play in the fire a little bit to know that being burned is not fun...If anything I can say that the things my parents tried telling me about and warning me I should have listened to them. But then again I've always been one for leaning the hard way. ( I love her too)...Yes I can add...I'm the one typing not you. By the way I love it when you kiss my ear...ok I'll go now b.
I love my husband and I couldn't be happier. I know it is mushy and stereotypical of every newly wed girl to say but he completes me. Every piece is there and it clicks. This is the man that I want to show off to my parents, who I want to be married to for the rest of my life, and to have a family with. He is mine and I am his. It is also amazing to have found someone who loves me as much as I love them. And it shows with out a doubt. He is honestly different then the others, and I felt and knew it. :)
One wrench thrown in our spoke of newly married bliss is (other than the fact that he was stationed in Sacramento and I in Vegas) he is being deployed. we knew this was coming. Him being in SF (which is AF MP) it was a given and only a matter of time. But still only four days away from his departure to the sandbox, I wonder if I am ready for this. I've cried about this, not heavily, but enough to make a mark. I worry and hope that the days will go by fast. I wonder
A lot has happened,.....I need to go back and read my older posts to see how far I have to back track.....I don't know where would be best to start.... Have I talked about my marriage?
I have met my soul mate. And it seemed to happen all in a flurry. But I found the one. I couldn't be happier. Looking back on my past choices decisions I had made.... some I am not so proud of. The ones that I dig deep far into my memory trying to purge them from my brain. Hoping once I forget about them they might have never happened in time. But I suppose that's life,. you've got to play in the fire a little bit to know that being burned is not fun...If anything I can say that the things my parents tried telling me about and warning me I should have listened to them. But then again I've always been one for leaning the hard way. ( I love her too)...Yes I can add...I'm the one typing not you. By the way I love it when you kiss my ear...ok I'll go now b.
I love my husband and I couldn't be happier. I know it is mushy and stereotypical of every newly wed girl to say but he completes me. Every piece is there and it clicks. This is the man that I want to show off to my parents, who I want to be married to for the rest of my life, and to have a family with. He is mine and I am his. It is also amazing to have found someone who loves me as much as I love them. And it shows with out a doubt. He is honestly different then the others, and I felt and knew it. :)
One wrench thrown in our spoke of newly married bliss is (other than the fact that he was stationed in Sacramento and I in Vegas) he is being deployed. we knew this was coming. Him being in SF (which is AF MP) it was a given and only a matter of time. But still only four days away from his departure to the sandbox, I wonder if I am ready for this. I've cried about this, not heavily, but enough to make a mark. I worry and hope that the days will go by fast. I wonder