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Christmas is coming. Im totally freaking out. Between bills, and the wedding, and Christmas things are piling up. I want to start working, partially to get OUT and partially to begin saving and not be in the red anymore.
Its been nice staying home with Aurelia, and Ive been terribly lucky to do it for 9 months. I probably wont be able to work until Nato at least gets back from the 2nd Florida trip mid jan, and maybe even not until the DC job is over. This sucks because we need just a little extra money, or to cancel afew bills (ie, storage, extra cable services).
Im terribly lonely. I miss my friends. I have like 1 good friend down here who I never get to spend time with when the kids or guys arent around. Meaning - I never ever get any time to myself with a friend. This has led to a few arguments, where Nato has said "make some friends around here". My only thought is - the crackhead down the street or the single 15 y/o mom with 7 kids already. Im exaggerating a little, but its still Lowell. which had If Im lucky, Nato will take Aurelia to his buddies house for a couple hours and let me relax alone with no worries.
Ive seen my mom like once in the last year. Which makes me sad too.
On a good note, Im supposed to hopefully see Beth. I think Im going to have Nato watch Aurelia so I can go up to Maine for a little bit. I'll have to hash out these plans more.
Its been nice staying home with Aurelia, and Ive been terribly lucky to do it for 9 months. I probably wont be able to work until Nato at least gets back from the 2nd Florida trip mid jan, and maybe even not until the DC job is over. This sucks because we need just a little extra money, or to cancel afew bills (ie, storage, extra cable services).
Im terribly lonely. I miss my friends. I have like 1 good friend down here who I never get to spend time with when the kids or guys arent around. Meaning - I never ever get any time to myself with a friend. This has led to a few arguments, where Nato has said "make some friends around here". My only thought is - the crackhead down the street or the single 15 y/o mom with 7 kids already. Im exaggerating a little, but its still Lowell. which had If Im lucky, Nato will take Aurelia to his buddies house for a couple hours and let me relax alone with no worries.
Ive seen my mom like once in the last year. Which makes me sad too.
On a good note, Im supposed to hopefully see Beth. I think Im going to have Nato watch Aurelia so I can go up to Maine for a little bit. I'll have to hash out these plans more.