WELL!!! it took me VERY little work to get to this...Shell..or rather "it2" from here on out broke up with me to go out with James Butler
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perhaps you should have told me to stop then! but i apologise for the pain that i caused you althoughm, its funny, i have marks on my body from every girl i have ever truely cared for...Joulz has her name written in my arm..and my back gets to bare the marks of your finger nails for the rest of my life, although with any luck the latter will fade and joulz...well, ill have to find away of taking that one out!
i dont mind baring the scars of those whom i care for,most of my friends would be more then happy to tell you i am quite willing to do any thing for them, but i feel dirty now, i get to look at them in a mirror, much like i do joulz's name and think "WTF was i thinking". dont get me wrong shell, i will remember the good times, but formost, i will remember the hate that you have filled me with, and i will remember that my friends now have to earn my trust once more. you are right, i did trust you! but what you have done is almost as bad as if you had cheated on me...straight out of my arms in to some one who i was "concerned" about..tell me im not supposed to be angry. tell me im not supposed to hate what you have done
You can hate what's happened, and people would understand, but she doesn't deserve to be hated herself! It's completely immature, and that's an entirely different kind of scarring, you monster.
i notice you posted anonymously...perhaps you should tell us who you are or you could be Tom cause i think i have blocked you from posting in my journal, not that it matters. As for people understanding, it doesnt matter to me who understands. to be frank im only intrested in keeping a few of my friendships from the chichester friends circle, lets face it, i aint going to be able to talk to any of you but when it comes down to it, what hurts more is i would have done any thing for her, come hell or high water and she has simply dumped me and is going straight out with some one else...perhaps if it happened to you, you would understand.
I wasn't saying you be sensible because people will then sympathise, I was saying that you can't expect people to understand your reaction, or at least take it lying down. Have you even considered that this may be actually be your fault, as opposed to everyone elses? James may be a dick, but you can't pin every problem in your relationship on him.
answer me this one thing. what have i done that is soo wrong from that relationship, yes perhaps i did hurt her physically..but that was some thing i was unaware of, im not pinning every problem from the relationship on him..that would be foolish...but when it happens to fall like it has, you have to think
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Who do you think you are? Don't you think that one such as herself would have resons to do such a thing. I know everthing that has been happening and I know the situation from both sides. Michelle does not lie. You offend her being by saying that. You offend her kind buy spreding this world wide.
She has hurt you. Yes, you have hurt her. You try to act like you are wise, like you knew everything. You knew nothing to have come up with something like this, to have listened to someone's mutterings, to not have collected all the truths and facts.
If you cared about her. Then why Hate her. It is written, "It's better to heap coals up on someones head than to stoop to their level." Not only have you gone to the level you thought she was at, you have lowered it.
Michelle, I'm hoping you know what you have done wrong by entring this new relationship so fast but so long as you believe you're happy. My spirit will stay your friend. But stop and think, be alittle more careful.
one, i never said that you cheated on me...i merely said that what you had done is just as bad in my books, as for you whitecrystal, i couldnt give a damn who you think i am. i saw this coming...perhaps it was guess work, perhaps its part of my gifts...but this one thing remains true. i will NEVER forgive you michelle
i dont see you being sorry michelle. your happy and thats all that matters isnt it?!i can understand the discomfort, what im not ever going to forgive you for is the act that you dump me..and pretty much fone james up straight away and get with him. I'm sorry but if you REALLY did care for me at all, you wouldnt have done that.
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dont get me wrong shell, i will remember the good times, but formost, i will remember the hate that you have filled me with, and i will remember that my friends now have to earn my trust once more. you are right, i did trust you! but what you have done is almost as bad as if you had cheated on me...straight out of my arms in to some one who i was "concerned" about..tell me im not supposed to be angry. tell me im not supposed to hate what you have done
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She has hurt you. Yes, you have hurt her. You try to act like you are wise, like you knew everything. You knew nothing to have come up with something like this, to have listened to someone's mutterings, to not have collected all the truths and facts.
If you cared about her. Then why Hate her. It is written, "It's better to heap coals up on someones head than to stoop to their level." Not only have you gone to the level you thought she was at, you have lowered it.
Michelle, I'm hoping you know what you have done wrong by entring this new relationship so fast but so long as you believe you're happy. My spirit will stay your friend. But stop and think, be alittle more careful.
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