reflections
ive been thinking alot lately. just about everything that has to do with me. the things in my life that have changed, the things that have stayed the same. things that i have spent every fucking second of every fucking day striving to make right in my life. i can honestly say, that as a whole, my life has never really been better. i have an amazing group of friends where everyday is a new adventure. my life is full of maturity, honesty, and enjoyment. having a good time no longer consists of trying to make others miserable, or feel less about themselves. i can have a blast without having to drink or smoke (although i do partake often, its not a necessity). i trust everyone that i now call friend. i have never, ever had that before. i have a best friend. a real one. one that doesnt change like a bleeding woman's mood swings (sorry for the crudeness). i have more steps to take in my life, but for once... im truly happy. i still need a good career or at least source of money. i would like to go to school. i would like to find a female to share my life and love with. but for now. every day is a day worth getting up for. finally