and the truth is
i think i really do need to go to a psychologist.
i'm not over everything that has happened to me in such a short time; i'm too young for all of this to have occurred in my 19 years of existence. i guess that's just me rationalizing the way i am inside. i suppose it's slightly embarrassing (hence my father whispering it in public), even though it's more common than the common cold. but i feel even worse now that i'm sick too, i feel alone and scared and sick.
i'll get over it
i always do
i'm not over everything that has happened to me in such a short time; i'm too young for all of this to have occurred in my 19 years of existence. i guess that's just me rationalizing the way i am inside. i suppose it's slightly embarrassing (hence my father whispering it in public), even though it's more common than the common cold. but i feel even worse now that i'm sick too, i feel alone and scared and sick.
i'll get over it
i always do