I threw your Cd away...oops.

Mar 28, 2003 10:21

I lost one of my recommendations for FIDM, I'm going to freak out in about 10 seconds. Seriously...what the hell do I do. I have to have 3, where is the other one? I hate being so irresponsible at times like these. I better find it, or someone is going to die tonight for displacement of my emotions.

Speaking of my emotions, I mean while we're on the subject and all. Lately I have been on edge with them. Like yesterday, you're going to laugh at how bratty this sounds. I was trying to find something to wear for an interview and I couldn't find one fucking thing, and I started crying. hahaha, that just makes me laugh now. And last night we watched stepmom and I cried. I never cry. And, what else? I've been crying to no apparent reason at all out of the blue. I need to get out of this city before I die in it.

I haven't drank in a long time...mark me straightedge and call me johnny...till tonight. I think Tiffany disappeared in South Padre. Slightly scary. Mexico is near there. I told her when she crossed the border all the mexican police would steal her money. Maybe she's in jail. Raven is coming tonight with her boyfriends band, so we are all attending out of sweetness.

Jacki got me sick, Tobin got her sick, I got Ruth sick. What a beautiful cycle we have going here.

I think it's time to go to California
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