sad is an understatement

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there's more than time between us.
nothing matters anymore.
nothing.
this is the hardest thing i have ever been through in my entire life.
i have just successfully wasted the last nine months of my life.
and there's nothing i can do about it.
i dont know what to do.
i know i'm not worth it.
i know it.
all i wanted was for you to love me.
that's all.