mon chi chi

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i dont know where to start.
lastnight we go to the mon chi chi show.
apparently todd felt the need to advertise to everyone there that i 'dumped' him.
HELLO. that was in august.
yes, i did break things off with todd, but i did it because of personal reasons, so if you werent informed by todd himself, now you know.
he's also moving in with turbo and mattie mark.
that makes me feel really weird.
it makes me feel like i did when dave moved in with bia, eddie, and shawnda.
i just need to move away.
i'm tired of shit getting dragged out.
i realize i'm the one that offered to let him stay here during the hurricane and when he got evicted from his apartment.
but where the hell was he gonna go?
so he's been here a lot and its hard for me to do things i want to do because i feel like i should invite him.
dont get me wrong, todd's a wonderful person, there are just times when i dont want to hang out.
i just dont want to worry about it anymore.
i'm tired of feeling guilty about all of this shit.
shit that i technically shouldnt feel awful about.