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i think ive come to the realization that i cannot handle responsibility other than myself. that sounds like one of the most selfish, shallow things a person can say, but that's the only way to put it. i'm at a time in my life where i have to do what i need to do and if there are others with me in the process, they'd end up feeling mistreated and neglected because i dont have time. the responsibility of a relationship is overwhelming to me right now. aksjdakdja;kdask;jd akldj;diw sd;kfuryt ngfjty snddfsf iou. i need to get to bed.

ps - iloveexplosions called me from iraq! he's alive!!!