Jul 03, 2005 22:07
Ah, not that much has been goin on this summer...Partially because of my father being a complete asshole to me. But regardless, not much has been goin down yet. Soon enough it will.
I havent been all to happy either, I know..Thats wierd coming from me. Im always in a good mood, but as of lately I havent had anything to really wake up and smile about. Not that many people do, But normally I do. And this doesnt aim towards girls either, Although you girls have given me a run for my money in the past few month's, I guess I finally have chosen to give up on trying to get a decent girl. Ill let it come to me...Than again, Who the hell would want me? Ive concluded that I dont know what the hell is wrong with me, I dont think im ugly, Im funny, My personality is up there...What is there to improve, ofcourse there is something but those are the main points. I just cant seem to succeed with a girl...(that turned out to be a little bit more of a rant than I wanted it to). Any how, I love all you girls, but damn you are rough! lol
The past few days Ive lingered around the home, not being able to do much.
Yea, I dunno..If I continue any further with writing in this, it is going to all lead up to the same thing over and over again, To sum up how im doin right now.....Im not very happy. Things will get better I guess.
Nick!