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Today's almost over -work wise anyway. Thank God. I was iffy about going to class today but turns out that from here on out everyday is going to be a lab day to work on our final projects. Throw in a little quiz here and there and yeah! I like that. I'm not a fan of guidance. Give me the work, I'll get it done. Please don't bother me in the process.
And that is why I now officially hate school. The problem is is that all these classes are designed to meet the needs of the extreme-ests. The poles. The lost, the hopeless and the over achievers. You get an ass load of work with the maximum amount of guidance and hand holding. The suckers in-between suffer. Thats right. The independents. The "i'm to old to be listening to lectures and having you tell me step by step how to process and create information". Okay, I'm not that old...but I feel old. In any light I'm over school. Over the whole entire thing.
I just want to live my life, my own way. None the less the middle is always my down fall. Not quite there yet. Average. That's okay though. Really. I'm not into extremes. I don't want a million dollar house or flashy cars. I just want the ordinary things. The family, the husband, the kids. A job that reaches above my financial needs - nothing to crazy, just so I don't have to worry about money. A reliable, sturdy car. A nice, medium sized house. A dog...maybe two. You know? Nothing fancy. Nothing over the top.
And that is why I now officially hate school. The problem is is that all these classes are designed to meet the needs of the extreme-ests. The poles. The lost, the hopeless and the over achievers. You get an ass load of work with the maximum amount of guidance and hand holding. The suckers in-between suffer. Thats right. The independents. The "i'm to old to be listening to lectures and having you tell me step by step how to process and create information". Okay, I'm not that old...but I feel old. In any light I'm over school. Over the whole entire thing.
I just want to live my life, my own way. None the less the middle is always my down fall. Not quite there yet. Average. That's okay though. Really. I'm not into extremes. I don't want a million dollar house or flashy cars. I just want the ordinary things. The family, the husband, the kids. A job that reaches above my financial needs - nothing to crazy, just so I don't have to worry about money. A reliable, sturdy car. A nice, medium sized house. A dog...maybe two. You know? Nothing fancy. Nothing over the top.