Bumblebee Tune Squirrel Roll Chicken Poll Horny Monkeys... terretes terretes terretes.. FUCK!
Sometimes, like right now, I feel like college is too much for me to handle. I even go as far as wonder what the hell I'm even doing here... but then it all rushes back to me from time to time; the sanity and logic that keeps my head straight. It reminds me that I have a purpose in life, so do we all, and fate will take its course no matter what. So, there's a reason I'm here. There's a reason for the good and the bad, the ups and downs, the break ups and relationships. I must keep going. I must.
But, I also can't seem to handle things as well as I did when I was younger. I cannot handle the solitude I feel. I long for the times when I could let things roll off my shoulders easily and have energy to do things and just exist. Perhaps, that was because of my ignorance. Ignorance was my bliss back then. Now, I am growing and knowing and it sometimes causes life to become a whirl of dispair. But, without knowledge, I would not survive, be wise, or have intellect or love. It is such an irony. An enigma wrapped in tinfoil, drizzled with a riddle.
I'm in such a weird state of mind... please forgive me.
But, I also can't seem to handle things as well as I did when I was younger. I cannot handle the solitude I feel. I long for the times when I could let things roll off my shoulders easily and have energy to do things and just exist. Perhaps, that was because of my ignorance. Ignorance was my bliss back then. Now, I am growing and knowing and it sometimes causes life to become a whirl of dispair. But, without knowledge, I would not survive, be wise, or have intellect or love. It is such an irony. An enigma wrapped in tinfoil, drizzled with a riddle.
I'm in such a weird state of mind... please forgive me.