Complaining
Well, I've realized I just don't have enough time for a full-time job, along with an apartment at the same time and before the school year ends. It's just not gonna happen. I'm afraid I'll have to go home to Mommy and Daddy. That will royally suck.
No phone at home, but only cell phones which don't even have a signal back home... so really I have no phone or internet at all back home. That really sucks since I can't keep in contact with any of my friends in Springfield while I'm there... and I'll be there for, like, three months!!! *cries*
I don't have a car, but my parents do. Only it's a piece of junk. My parent's are on a fixed income and I won't have a job while I'm there. The town I live in is very small and therefore my job options are very limited. I might have to travel to the nearby town of Hartville to fine a job or maybe even Lebanon or Marshfield... I would really like to make some cash and not have to rely on my parents anymore. I'm trying to ween myself from that... It will just slow me down if I don't. Although, I'm not dissin' them or anything. They are both mentally disabled, so it's better that they rely on me instead of the other way around. Right?
A job is still a good idea, though. It's either that or sit around all day doing nothing in the middle of the woods.... yikes. I'd rather keep busy or I'll go insane and yell at everyone... that would not be good. If I had a summer job, the three months that I'm there will be more livable for sure...
I wish I could say I'm looking forward to going home, but It's not like that anymore. If I'm with my parents for more than a week, we all start getting sick of each other and get into arguments... and sometimes fights. That would happen in my family since both of my parents are diagnosed wih Bipolar Disorder.... again... yikes, But, that doesn't mean they don't love me and support me and accept me for me... I still consider myself lucky compared to most of my friends' situations!
There will still be parties... but that's ALL to really do but work and chores around the place back home... I think a job would be essential, now...
Blah, I'll just have to buck up, eventually, do what needs to be done. Hopefully, by the time I'm 21, I'll be setteled down a little bit more... with a job and an apartment and, hopefully, a damn car! :-P
No phone at home, but only cell phones which don't even have a signal back home... so really I have no phone or internet at all back home. That really sucks since I can't keep in contact with any of my friends in Springfield while I'm there... and I'll be there for, like, three months!!! *cries*
I don't have a car, but my parents do. Only it's a piece of junk. My parent's are on a fixed income and I won't have a job while I'm there. The town I live in is very small and therefore my job options are very limited. I might have to travel to the nearby town of Hartville to fine a job or maybe even Lebanon or Marshfield... I would really like to make some cash and not have to rely on my parents anymore. I'm trying to ween myself from that... It will just slow me down if I don't. Although, I'm not dissin' them or anything. They are both mentally disabled, so it's better that they rely on me instead of the other way around. Right?
A job is still a good idea, though. It's either that or sit around all day doing nothing in the middle of the woods.... yikes. I'd rather keep busy or I'll go insane and yell at everyone... that would not be good. If I had a summer job, the three months that I'm there will be more livable for sure...
I wish I could say I'm looking forward to going home, but It's not like that anymore. If I'm with my parents for more than a week, we all start getting sick of each other and get into arguments... and sometimes fights. That would happen in my family since both of my parents are diagnosed wih Bipolar Disorder.... again... yikes, But, that doesn't mean they don't love me and support me and accept me for me... I still consider myself lucky compared to most of my friends' situations!
There will still be parties... but that's ALL to really do but work and chores around the place back home... I think a job would be essential, now...
Blah, I'll just have to buck up, eventually, do what needs to be done. Hopefully, by the time I'm 21, I'll be setteled down a little bit more... with a job and an apartment and, hopefully, a damn car! :-P