the city never sleeps, but i sure do.
i'm pretty annoyed. i stayed in yet again tonight. i thought at least one of my friends would want to do SOMETHING. nope. i sat here, on my bed and talked to my friends back home online, played computer games, and wasted the whole night. i'm in new york for less than 2 more months and what do i do at night? sit in my dorm room.
i've done everything i can short of going out alone and i still refuse to do that even though the girls at work insist it isn't THAT pathetic. just a little...
i want to see the city so badly and i have no one to show me. i can't just go out and walk around at night, its dark and unsafe to wander and possibly get lost here. what am i supposed to do?
to top it all off my eyes are on fire for 90% of the day and i dont know why. they just hate me, they hate new york, and they want me to be completely miserable when i'm already on the verge. my mom overnighted some meds to me today but unless they get here before 2 i'm screwed til monday morning since the office is only open 9-5 on weekdays. thats really freaking annoying. i might complain and have a security guard let me in, i dont care... i NEED to get something on my eyes. its bad and i'm really tired of people asking me if i'm stoned. are you freaking kidding me? do i LOOK that stupid?!
i slept from 8pm-8am last night. yeah... thats how awesome my life is. then... i went to work and sat and did NOTHING for 8 hours. then... i came home and was completely ANNOYED for 8 hours. now... i go to bed and hope to god tomorrow isn't as upsetting or i'm crackin skulls.
elaine and i have plans tomorrow night. thats something but i'm still angry.
i've done everything i can short of going out alone and i still refuse to do that even though the girls at work insist it isn't THAT pathetic. just a little...
i want to see the city so badly and i have no one to show me. i can't just go out and walk around at night, its dark and unsafe to wander and possibly get lost here. what am i supposed to do?
to top it all off my eyes are on fire for 90% of the day and i dont know why. they just hate me, they hate new york, and they want me to be completely miserable when i'm already on the verge. my mom overnighted some meds to me today but unless they get here before 2 i'm screwed til monday morning since the office is only open 9-5 on weekdays. thats really freaking annoying. i might complain and have a security guard let me in, i dont care... i NEED to get something on my eyes. its bad and i'm really tired of people asking me if i'm stoned. are you freaking kidding me? do i LOOK that stupid?!
i slept from 8pm-8am last night. yeah... thats how awesome my life is. then... i went to work and sat and did NOTHING for 8 hours. then... i came home and was completely ANNOYED for 8 hours. now... i go to bed and hope to god tomorrow isn't as upsetting or i'm crackin skulls.
elaine and i have plans tomorrow night. thats something but i'm still angry.