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I need to find a new hobby. Maybe I should just read a lot. Or pick up cross stitch or knitting. Or go out and buy a ginormous puzzle and use the desk in my room for puzzling purposes instead of for school work.
Ben gave me my copy of The Great Gatsby back last night. I think I'll read it again, in a week or two, when I can maybe stop associating it with how much he enjoyed it. I love that book. Hell, I even named my new cat Gatsby.
I got quite drunk last night. I even gave my phone to Jackie before we got to the apartment. Jason, Jackie, Nicole, and I watched Forgetting Sarah Marshall and drank and everything was fine. Ben and I had talked earlier and sorted some things out and Jason had even gotten me to eat some, and I was in a really good place mentally.
Until Ben happened to be on Gmail when I was. Then things were not fine, because I decided to message him.
One step forward, two steps back.
Le sigh.
At least Michael Phelps is on tonight.
Ben gave me my copy of The Great Gatsby back last night. I think I'll read it again, in a week or two, when I can maybe stop associating it with how much he enjoyed it. I love that book. Hell, I even named my new cat Gatsby.
I got quite drunk last night. I even gave my phone to Jackie before we got to the apartment. Jason, Jackie, Nicole, and I watched Forgetting Sarah Marshall and drank and everything was fine. Ben and I had talked earlier and sorted some things out and Jason had even gotten me to eat some, and I was in a really good place mentally.
Until Ben happened to be on Gmail when I was. Then things were not fine, because I decided to message him.
One step forward, two steps back.
Le sigh.
At least Michael Phelps is on tonight.