Before I Open Up My Arms and Fall...
...losing all control. Everything gets better with time, so they tell you. But unfortunately it's true. I don't think that I've had feelings from the past come rushing back in one fucking second because of one thing. Well, pertaining to most things. I don't see why we can't all just start old and die young. It'd make so much more sense. Not everything would be so real. It'd be as though you were living in this dome where nothing really exisisted. And what all of us wouldn't give for a place like that, yeah? I have a lot more to be grateful for than I bitch about. My friends. Most have been there for me no matter what especially my one and only Miss. Loopy. She knows all about that though. Every accomplishment and almost every moment of happiness is due to her. Nobody can make me laugh like that. Nobody. I'm ready for all this to be over. To be somewhere else with new people and more places. More things to do. And different problems. Because here...they're always the same no matter what anybody says to you...
"...And who's to worry if our hearts get torn?" >David Gray<