Light Me Up That Cigarette...
"...and I'll strap shoes on my feet/got to find a reason, reason things went wrong..." Oh so very wrong. I'm tired of her. It's always about her her HER. I DON'T CARE! Ugh! Why are some people so goddamn self-centered? What happened to compassion and sympathy for others? Hm, that must of gone out the window the day that you fucking realized that you could get along just fine without me. You fucking douche. I don't care about you and or anybody associated with you. I honest to God don't. Put that in your pipe and smoke it....yeah you heard me.
So I think some people are slightly more straightforward than expected. Like Terry. Kim knows what I'm talking about. Oh yeah she does "You like him don't you?" *cocks head to side and stares in wonderment at his honesty* "No. I just wanna have sex with him." *now his turn to do the same* It was insane. Where the hell did that come from? Whatever-applause applause applause. I can't believe this is happening to me. One minute everything's fine and then the next I find myself sitting on the floor in the middle of a trashed bedroom fucking sobbing so much my head hurts. Friday I fucking flipped out. I just kept throwing shit off my dresser against the walls, exploding most everything that hit it. I knocked my bookcase over and then took my field hockey stick and put a hole in the wall behind it. That was when everything sorta became this black blur and when I came back to, I was sitting there crying, still wearing my coat and a lit cigarette in my hand even though I quit smoking. So I think it's safe to say that that could be qualified as slightly psycho. Strange, eh? Actually you're probably not gonna think twice about it because you don't give a shit. Well hey a girl can dream, right?
We might be moving again. Arizona maybe? That would be so fucking awesome. Yes, I think it's hell here too. Trust me you're not the only one who thinks they can just pack up their shit and leave too despite your lack of reason to. So I just realize that the cursor on the screen isn't an arrow...rather it's a sumo wrestler. How'd that happen? I'll probably end up losing sleep over it tonight. Goddamnit. Fuck this. I hate you.
"How's it gonna be when you found out there was nothin between you and me? Cus I don't care!" >Everlast<