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Jun 05, 2014 13:55

I love my life so much~ :) I mean aside from the perverted sqeaky little pussy ass bitch vishal, life is just better than ever.

I've learned that I am never living with people again lol. But I also met some fucking rad amazing people despite the stress of moving so much. Everyone is on my side and when I go to the cops I truly hope that vishal's perverted bullshit will end once and for all cause it is NOT okay.

Can't wait to move though! I met the most amazing person, such an experienced Dom and holyshit, i've experienced so many new things with him already and we just started! He reaaaally pushes my boundaries, and it turns me on so fuckin much. James & I are friends and I actually share my experiences with him cause I can talk to him about whatever. He was too vanilla for me but he wants more experience with kinky things. Who knew it would be such an important part of my life..but it is, and finding the right person...it just makes me smile so big. And the timing of everything was just impeccable. Fate lol.

I must write about this so I never ever forget. I went to my guy friend's place yesterday...he happened to be chillin with 2 friends who he informed me were in the fet scene. They were really nice, and we were all just hanging out while I was sitting on his lap..when suddenly he orders me to stand up and face him. I did...and then I was to put my hands on his shoulders and bend over. And he *lifts my dress up* revealing my almost bare ass facing his 2 friends. I was MORTIFIED. I was just wearing a thong. Oh my fucking godddd!!!!!
It only gets worse/better. So, he helped me set my pole up earlier which was actually a huge ordeal as his ceiling was neither the right height nor flat. He physically built something for it which was incredible and looked complicated. It was veryvery safe. So I went to try it out and he brings in his 2 friends. He rips my thong off me and informs me that I am going to give them a show. I argued, I protested & I was absolutely horrified...I ended up doing something crappy in my bra & thong. It was just one of the worst experiences embarassment-wise. Everyone was sweet though, and the other 2 guys each did a performance doing their own thing. And when they left he told me he would *never* do that in front of just anyone, that these people he really trusted, and he was going to show me off to his friends because i'm beautiful <3.<3 *swoooon*

Anyway, that has got to be one of the hottest experiences of my life LOL... at least the part where he ordered me to bend over and surprised embarassed me~

A part of me is so scared of what more is to come, and some of what he has discussed is terrifing! But a turn on. Why are there so few guys like this? Lol...who know how to manhandle and take control. I would say the only other guy in my life who has ever properly manhandled me is Richard... I also never knew how much I loved rope bondage til now too.

Anyway...I could go on and on about that stuff...

I recently was taught boxing by my friend Eric and it's so.much.fucking.fun.holyshit. I LOVE IT. I just want to box all day eryday. Gotta find a boxing gym :)

Been focusing on saving money to pay off debts, save back my nest egg and make my career change. But in this moment as i'm doing those things I am enjoying my life immensely. I love all the people in it. Prrrrr!~
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