Remember when you drove all night just to meet me in the morning.
It's 4:44am right now... I should so be sleeping! I was supposed to go to Harvest this weekend since i'd get to go for free, and I really did want to go since 4-5 years ago! I definitely bailed and I am soo grateful, because it is FUCKING cold outside. I can't even fathom being in that kind of cold weather constantly for like almost 100 hours. No fucking way! Although I miss my boy plaything already........
I covered Ashley's shift at work today, and although it was extremely dead (I took a 1.5hr long nap, ate a bunch of food, read..) I ended up actually making decent enough money tonight, all because this one really weird guy that was high on cocaine. Oddly enough you would think that sketchy dude on coke = broke, but no, he drove a BMW and ended up giving me altogether $300 and he only stuck around for less than an hour and a half! Granted he was extremely pushy about wanting to hang out with me outside of work but that would never in a million years happen. Anyhow, during his time there he just told me about his messed up childhood and how his mother molested him repeatedly for years starting from when he was 8 years old... until eventually he liked it in a sick way. Sooo fucked... I deserved that money for handling that situation with grace. I mean who really wants to chit chat about that!? Let's be real. What I really wanted to know was what his job was!? Anyway, oh I don't think I wrote about my job yet but I have a sweeeet new job as a hostess :) I loveee it! Because I finally finally FINALLY can live comfortably and be financially stable and independent and actually not stress and live check to check. I hate that shit more than anything and I do not miss it at all. I don't understand how people live off low wages. I did it and it was horribleee! I am sooo done.
OH, I MOVED :) To The Junction area...
It's a small room in a little duplex with 2 roomies (1girl&1boy) met off craigslist. Honestly, I searched like crazy for 2-3 weeks during August, and one day I had been walking around town and literally every place was so pricey, for a crappy place with socially akward roommates. I was so frustrated that I went home to cry. I went on craigslist for the 12039th time that day and found this place! It was PERFECT... and they ended up choosing me for the room! BUT, it turned out that the room was actually availble OCTOBER! So I paid off Matt (the previous boy living in my room) to move out early for a month's worth of rent. & he agreed! :) :) :)
Then I bought a beauuutiful new bed & bedframe & pillows... Oh my god. I have never laid on such amazing fluffy comfort. I heart it more than anything even though it was FUCKING expensive. And I got movers which made the move so much easier than it would've been. Moving day was so stressful but i'm just really glad I live here. I love coming home to roommates/friends, it just feels so much nicer than coming back to an empty place. I am not meant to live like that. This feels so much better. I HAVE A KITCHEN FINALLY!!! And free laundry downstairs and a regular sized bathtub. I love my life.
I wake up in the morning to breakfast & coffee waiting for me in the microwave!... Kamil is such a sweetheart. Truly. He is just amazing, especially knowing how hard his life has been. And Crystine eats soy puff balls with hot sauce from the microwave and that's it. I love her too so far.
!!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT MYSELF LASER HAIR & SCAR REMOVAL. I spent 6000$... Paid them in cash hahah!! Now I have no more money. But it's so worth it to me... And I worked hard for it. And I will work even harder to make it back and take Xander to Mexico with me so we can sleep on the beach for 10$. HA.
But yeah, I get 6 sessions of the laser everything. Omg, it hurts. They told me it wouldn't hurt and they LIED. It's not like a piercing, or a tattoo. IT HURTS!!!!!!!! Not like a needle. It's counter intuitive because it SEEMS like it is burning you, but when you look at your skin it is fine! But once they zapped near my ankles it reaaally hurt. And the bikini area was just horrible... I was grabbing onto the towel with both hands and closing my eyes and whining like a baby :( Oddly, the top area of the bikini was the really painful part... the lower area wasn't bad at all. See? Counter intuitive, right?
Also, underarms were pretty fine. Although by that time I had lots of endorphins i'm sure. Sooo, the fraxel is what killed me. And they even numbed me out for over an hour with numbing cream and it HURT. I was almost crying and the technician kept saying "sorry just onnne more! i'm sorry" but it was never ONE more! She said it like 6 times in a row! They also blast you with freezing air right after the Fraxel laser and give you an icepack. Now I only have to do it 5 more times... But it's so worth it :) It's not bad at all a few hours later! Although I think she used a lower setting because I kept asking her to, so I hope the results are still positive. I will update on it!
But yes, laser hair removal = PAINFUL, but only in some spots. But still, those certain spots really hurt.
Fraxel laser = FUCKING HURTSSSS... But they give you numbing cream & cold air. Oh, I also took tylenol previous to all the lasers but it didn't do jack.
BUT, people DO use the fraxel laser on their face, so if they can do it then so can anyone else. So there.
I think this entry is ridiculously long. Sooo goodnight!/morning.
I covered Ashley's shift at work today, and although it was extremely dead (I took a 1.5hr long nap, ate a bunch of food, read..) I ended up actually making decent enough money tonight, all because this one really weird guy that was high on cocaine. Oddly enough you would think that sketchy dude on coke = broke, but no, he drove a BMW and ended up giving me altogether $300 and he only stuck around for less than an hour and a half! Granted he was extremely pushy about wanting to hang out with me outside of work but that would never in a million years happen. Anyhow, during his time there he just told me about his messed up childhood and how his mother molested him repeatedly for years starting from when he was 8 years old... until eventually he liked it in a sick way. Sooo fucked... I deserved that money for handling that situation with grace. I mean who really wants to chit chat about that!? Let's be real. What I really wanted to know was what his job was!? Anyway, oh I don't think I wrote about my job yet but I have a sweeeet new job as a hostess :) I loveee it! Because I finally finally FINALLY can live comfortably and be financially stable and independent and actually not stress and live check to check. I hate that shit more than anything and I do not miss it at all. I don't understand how people live off low wages. I did it and it was horribleee! I am sooo done.
OH, I MOVED :) To The Junction area...
It's a small room in a little duplex with 2 roomies (1girl&1boy) met off craigslist. Honestly, I searched like crazy for 2-3 weeks during August, and one day I had been walking around town and literally every place was so pricey, for a crappy place with socially akward roommates. I was so frustrated that I went home to cry. I went on craigslist for the 12039th time that day and found this place! It was PERFECT... and they ended up choosing me for the room! BUT, it turned out that the room was actually availble OCTOBER! So I paid off Matt (the previous boy living in my room) to move out early for a month's worth of rent. & he agreed! :) :) :)
Then I bought a beauuutiful new bed & bedframe & pillows... Oh my god. I have never laid on such amazing fluffy comfort. I heart it more than anything even though it was FUCKING expensive. And I got movers which made the move so much easier than it would've been. Moving day was so stressful but i'm just really glad I live here. I love coming home to roommates/friends, it just feels so much nicer than coming back to an empty place. I am not meant to live like that. This feels so much better. I HAVE A KITCHEN FINALLY!!! And free laundry downstairs and a regular sized bathtub. I love my life.
I wake up in the morning to breakfast & coffee waiting for me in the microwave!... Kamil is such a sweetheart. Truly. He is just amazing, especially knowing how hard his life has been. And Crystine eats soy puff balls with hot sauce from the microwave and that's it. I love her too so far.
!!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT MYSELF LASER HAIR & SCAR REMOVAL. I spent 6000$... Paid them in cash hahah!! Now I have no more money. But it's so worth it to me... And I worked hard for it. And I will work even harder to make it back and take Xander to Mexico with me so we can sleep on the beach for 10$. HA.
But yeah, I get 6 sessions of the laser everything. Omg, it hurts. They told me it wouldn't hurt and they LIED. It's not like a piercing, or a tattoo. IT HURTS!!!!!!!! Not like a needle. It's counter intuitive because it SEEMS like it is burning you, but when you look at your skin it is fine! But once they zapped near my ankles it reaaally hurt. And the bikini area was just horrible... I was grabbing onto the towel with both hands and closing my eyes and whining like a baby :( Oddly, the top area of the bikini was the really painful part... the lower area wasn't bad at all. See? Counter intuitive, right?
Also, underarms were pretty fine. Although by that time I had lots of endorphins i'm sure. Sooo, the fraxel is what killed me. And they even numbed me out for over an hour with numbing cream and it HURT. I was almost crying and the technician kept saying "sorry just onnne more! i'm sorry" but it was never ONE more! She said it like 6 times in a row! They also blast you with freezing air right after the Fraxel laser and give you an icepack. Now I only have to do it 5 more times... But it's so worth it :) It's not bad at all a few hours later! Although I think she used a lower setting because I kept asking her to, so I hope the results are still positive. I will update on it!
But yes, laser hair removal = PAINFUL, but only in some spots. But still, those certain spots really hurt.
Fraxel laser = FUCKING HURTSSSS... But they give you numbing cream & cold air. Oh, I also took tylenol previous to all the lasers but it didn't do jack.
BUT, people DO use the fraxel laser on their face, so if they can do it then so can anyone else. So there.
I think this entry is ridiculously long. Sooo goodnight!/morning.