The End Of The Beginning

[newyorkcanwait]

I have finals today, and tuesday.
then im done with high school.
...forever!

im about to face my biggest fear,
the future.

if only i could at least manage to fake some happiness towards my graduation
the world isnt gona stop for me or anybody else
idk why im not excited
really i wish i were
& the excitement needs to get here quick or i will end up sulking as this moment soars past me...