Aug 30, 2006 06:59
im so fucking depressed.
& i cant stand another second of school.
i think im gona ditch today.
i told my consleur i want to either transfer of drop out (on monday)
yesterday i got called out my class & she sent me to therapy.
wtf like i need anymore freaking shrinks.
im so sick of this.
quick.. i need an excuse not go today.
i dont even care that today is school pics.
i dont wana say that i go to this stupid school.
i cant stand waking up in the mornings.
i stay up all night so i can sleep thru my classes.
make this stupid shit end!!!!
why does my life have to be so shitty.
im sicking of everybody telling me to smile.
im not happy.
i want to be.
but im not.
i dont get how people can walk around ALL day with a huge smile on their face.