Dec 12, 2004 11:41
I came to a realization last night. I love ninjas. They are so fucking awesome. I really love the asian, oriental, japanese way of life. So tranquil and calm. I could've spent hours last night just sitting on the ground being surrounded by the fog, staring up the trunks of big tall trees. But it was late, and stuff happens. But I kept looking outside, wishing I was there. Now I know why people take hikes, or go on adventures. I dont know if I'd go for a hike, well I dont think its safe to hike at night in the fog anyway. But if I did hike, thats when I would want to go. Its absolutely fascinating.
I think I'm getting sick which is just wonderful. Especially with my work schedule. I dont have days to sit and rest, go go go. Last night was the first night that I actually had a worth while time in a couple weeks. Lyndsie got sick, but I was fine. I took care of her for a little bit, then she felt better. And everything was ok. TV is weird, especially models on TV. They were having an Americas Next Top Model marathon. We watched it for a couple hours, it was just weird to watch how certain people are. Their personalities, they insecurities, their flaws...its all pointed out and shoved in your face on that show. These poor girls just want to be models, not the next Cindy Crawford. Anyway...any other time, that show would've been a waste of time, but last night, it wasnt too bad.
My heads hurts and my eyelids are swollen. I felt like I cried for hours last night. But I didnt, my eyes were just really watery. I dont know why. But for an hour or so I couldnt stop it. It was just flowing. Well I'm gonna try and take something to make me feel more human. Lateritos.