passport to nowhere
The other night I hung out with my friend Nick who I haven't spent some time with in a long time. He's absolutely amazing. We watched Bjork videos, sipped on some screwdrivers, and talked about music, love, life. He introduced me to this incredible man, Aphex Twin, I suggest all of you check him out. Especially you Lauren, cause I have a feeling you'd really enjoy it.
I went to Disneyland yesterday with Amber and Tom. It was just as I expected. That place never gets old.
I have a problem where I think too much. It makes my hands shake. And my nails grow shorter. These dreams keep me awake at night. Like a lucid dream, where I know I am dreaming and I can control it-so am I really even sleeping at all?
My grandma is in the hospital. She's not doing so well. I'm afraid. I'm afraid she won't be here to greet me when I get back. My grandma is one of my biggest inspirations and everything she has done for me I could never repay back, even in my lifetime. So I just pray and hope that they take care of her. Whatever that might be.
I miss you so much. But not in a sad way. Thinking of you makes me smile. And knowing that you will be close to me in the next coming months makes life seem more acceptable. I just need someone to make me laugh. Someone to make me feel appreciated. Someone to make me feel like me again. You do that for me. You and your familar accent. Don't feel bad when I tease, it's probably one of the most sexiest things about you.
Ahhh. Amber, weed, and work awaits me.
I went to Disneyland yesterday with Amber and Tom. It was just as I expected. That place never gets old.
I have a problem where I think too much. It makes my hands shake. And my nails grow shorter. These dreams keep me awake at night. Like a lucid dream, where I know I am dreaming and I can control it-so am I really even sleeping at all?
My grandma is in the hospital. She's not doing so well. I'm afraid. I'm afraid she won't be here to greet me when I get back. My grandma is one of my biggest inspirations and everything she has done for me I could never repay back, even in my lifetime. So I just pray and hope that they take care of her. Whatever that might be.
I miss you so much. But not in a sad way. Thinking of you makes me smile. And knowing that you will be close to me in the next coming months makes life seem more acceptable. I just need someone to make me laugh. Someone to make me feel appreciated. Someone to make me feel like me again. You do that for me. You and your familar accent. Don't feel bad when I tease, it's probably one of the most sexiest things about you.
Ahhh. Amber, weed, and work awaits me.