May 01, 2005 17:40
I need a new booty call.
My current one is lacking. Not in looks or in other parts. Just personality wise I guess you could say. Nah, not even that really. He makes me laugh. He doesn't bullshit. We both know what we're getting into. No expectations.
er. This whole entry is sleazy.
I just need the closeness. I need the touching-the talking. I need the freedom. I need the piece of mind.
I don't need you to take me out. I don't need you to tell me you love me. Or to hold my hand. Just some intellectual conversations and common interests are all I ask, among other obvious things.
I'm not posting an add for a booty call, by the way. Just coughing up some of my more embarrassing thoughts and wants.
I'm frozen like a soldier. Don't know the taste of a neverending ache. He'll never come back as the man you loved.