Mar 27, 2005 10:11
I've got a tongue like a razor. Here I am, and you're a rocket queen. I might be a little young but honey I ain't naive.
Last night was a good night. Words that needed to come out, came out. And everything was ok. Forgiveness is a crazy thing. It heals the heart in a way nothing else can.
Last night we went to PB, John's house. Pacific Beach is a crazy place, parties everywhere, noise actually. Yelling, background music, dogs choking on their barks. Motley Crue. I love it. Grunge. Long hair. Silly tattoos covering skin. Cigarettes. Booze. ACDC. I met a boy who looks exactly like Tommy Lee. Gorgeous. Well, an earlier version of tommy. With the long hair. and sexy smile.
I need a life of crime. heroin
I need money most of all at this point. Lou's is calling my name. Music, more and more. I cant get enough. I swear music will be the downfall of my finances. Music and drugs. But its all soo good. skid row....
Todays Easter. I have to go to my grandparents for the evening. Egh. I love my family, but egh.
Its the same old situation. Its the same old ball and chain.