tell me how to get to myspace

Feb 07, 2005 09:14

vomit. thats how I feel right now. Its 9:15 and I have to go to work in about an hour and I'm fucking pathetic. I had an amazing night last night.

images and music can change your life and make inner objections turn into reality. Politics. Emotions. Freedom. Its all there, but no one wants to talk about it. Everywhere I turn I run into amazing souls. Beautiful. I want to surround my ears and mind with theirs and never look back. I want to lay on the floor and let the feelings overcome me.

The lights in the sunglasses were supposed to make you laugh, or hallucinate, or dream. The lights made me cry. At first I felt like I was falling, then eveything was black and white, like a snow storm on tv. Then everything swelled and became overwhelming. I couldnt take anymore.

I'm happy with my life right now. It is proven that if you tell yourself something over and over again, eventually you will start to believe it, and it will happen. I want everything. I want so much, yet so little at the same time. I think I'm literally going insane. But its beautiful. Ahh, interpol just came on. Love.

I need to go to the doctors today.
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