we pursue our lives
last night was video game night. old school. but I had fun. I need to buy my interpol tickets, pronto. Nick and I are gonna go. I cant wait. Unfortunately, I'm sure I'll see about everyone that I dont want to see there. But thats what you get for loving good music.
I'm stuck. Somewhere in my life right now. I cant tell if its the beginning or the beginning of the end. I feel something coming. My life has been idle for so long, that I have a gut feeling its all gonna come crashing down. At the turn of every corner or new block, I wonder, whats next? Is this it? Is there more? Should I settle? My mind is an elevator. It feels stuck at the top level, waiting. And I wait and wait for it to come down to me. Come back to me. There has got to be more. Some big explanation would be grand. But I dont think I'd settle for that. I love the mystery of not knowing. I love the fact that everything I have just said could mean shit. What if nothing in your life matters at all? What if your years alive are you're only years? And there is no meaning of life. There is no meaning of life. Beauty is what you make it. And I will make my life beautiful. To the max.
I want my kitty. I miss her. grrrr
I'm stuck. Somewhere in my life right now. I cant tell if its the beginning or the beginning of the end. I feel something coming. My life has been idle for so long, that I have a gut feeling its all gonna come crashing down. At the turn of every corner or new block, I wonder, whats next? Is this it? Is there more? Should I settle? My mind is an elevator. It feels stuck at the top level, waiting. And I wait and wait for it to come down to me. Come back to me. There has got to be more. Some big explanation would be grand. But I dont think I'd settle for that. I love the mystery of not knowing. I love the fact that everything I have just said could mean shit. What if nothing in your life matters at all? What if your years alive are you're only years? And there is no meaning of life. There is no meaning of life. Beauty is what you make it. And I will make my life beautiful. To the max.
I want my kitty. I miss her. grrrr