Mar 29, 2004 16:13
Things have been less than perfect lately. Relationships have been really strained, and sometimes I worry a lot about them. Situations are really confusing and unstable. People worry me, especially last night. Don't know what came of last night, but hopefully it helped them to resolve or help the situation. Oy, I worry about her. And others are under a lot of stress and are not as happy as they should be, and I worry about her too. Everything is so uncertain at the moment, and I hate that. There are people who you hurt, that you don't want to, but no matter how hard you try, you end up doing it anyway. And that bothers me. I just want everything to be better. I want to take everyone's problems and put in onto me to make them better. And apparently that makes me a bad person. Which I've been hearing a lot lately.
Been hanging out at the 604 a lot more. I really like it there and everyone there too. My letter made it a lot better in the simplest way.
Saturday was a blast. The rain is great for making everything wash away. And watching Kate go down, then scramble, then her ass putting the car into neutral, then crying in shame. You have to love her. And we all do. Apparently, Kate did not cry in shame. But she should have. And I still love her.