It Hurts
It shouldn't bother me. I should be used to this. But it hurts more than anything in the world. I haven't cried this hard in a while. It was just that I wanted it so badly. Why does this always happen Will I ever get my chance? I should be happy for the others, but I'm not. And that makes me horrible.
Anyways...
Tonight I went to the 604. Twas fun. Kinda softcore porn that was hard to follow with weird accents. But the company was great. It made it better for a while. Ethan gave me his number and Kevin talked to me and Daniel's tattoo was the coolest I have ever seen and Mark's was fuckin awesome. I really like it there. I am excited about DDR night. It will make it better for a while too.
Bella, you are the coolest. Really.
K, you deserve it more than anyone I know.
Anyways...
Tonight I went to the 604. Twas fun. Kinda softcore porn that was hard to follow with weird accents. But the company was great. It made it better for a while. Ethan gave me his number and Kevin talked to me and Daniel's tattoo was the coolest I have ever seen and Mark's was fuckin awesome. I really like it there. I am excited about DDR night. It will make it better for a while too.
Bella, you are the coolest. Really.
K, you deserve it more than anyone I know.