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Jul 12, 2006 20:55

So I've felt very odd recently. My anxiety has been uncontrollable. I get nervous about everything, and sometimes nothing at all will happen and I tense all up and can't breath. It's even been happening at work and I don't know why. I haven't been able to focus on ANYTHING, and I don't want to do anything. My lack of confidence is also becomming somewhat of an issue. Maybe its all related. Or maybe I have a brain tumor.

I'm bummed out about STILL being single too, which frustrates me because I try really hard to be that strong, independent person who doesn't need anyone to be happy, but sometimes you do need someone to be home waiting for you after a long day, esp when you have a brain tumor and your roomate and friends are beyond sick of hearing about your woes. It'd be really nice to come home and have someone waiting to make you feel good.

thats all for now i guess...
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