(37)I can't remember to forget
I would like to get into photographer. I need some sort of escape. Or something. A new hobby. I think I waste a lot of time. And I don't want to.
I went to work today, and after I stopped at Vanessa's. Literally stopped. I went for just over twenty minutes, and left. It was a surprise party for Emily, Alex, Alayna. I went because, I'm not sure. Maybe so I sort of remembered what it was like to be around them. I knew what it felt like. I hadn't forgotten it.
Not that I don't like any of them. It's weird. So many people were there. But ah, I dunno. Emily and I left together.
I like looking at black and white photography. I googled it, and there was this one guy, who had black and white photography from New York. Right up my alley. Some of it is beyond beautiful. I think after I buy everyone a christmas gift, my next paycheck I will buy a camera.
I guess this is a boring entry. I feel weird right now anyway. And I think no one reads this anymore anyhow. Not that I write this for anyone but myself, but if I truly did why would I care how boring it was?
godspeed,
.:New York Cares:.
I went to work today, and after I stopped at Vanessa's. Literally stopped. I went for just over twenty minutes, and left. It was a surprise party for Emily, Alex, Alayna. I went because, I'm not sure. Maybe so I sort of remembered what it was like to be around them. I knew what it felt like. I hadn't forgotten it.
Not that I don't like any of them. It's weird. So many people were there. But ah, I dunno. Emily and I left together.
I like looking at black and white photography. I googled it, and there was this one guy, who had black and white photography from New York. Right up my alley. Some of it is beyond beautiful. I think after I buy everyone a christmas gift, my next paycheck I will buy a camera.
I guess this is a boring entry. I feel weird right now anyway. And I think no one reads this anymore anyhow. Not that I write this for anyone but myself, but if I truly did why would I care how boring it was?
godspeed,
.:New York Cares:.