(58) By the time you read this I could be dead!!! (heh)
Last night I had a very good night. It hadn't seen Geoff, and Jamie in a couples days since they both went away with Christmas/Family stuff in a while. They both had new cd purchases - and basically we accomplished nothing at all. We literally (IF you've seen Eternal Sunshine for The Spotless mind than you'll know what this is) suffocated eachother. Because it feels cool. And tried one person suffocating the other two at the same time. It was fun. haha ... we may sound immature but we're not. Yesterday at work is hell though - god work can be gruling. Geoff had to leave since he lives far away at like 12:30 which sucked, and than jamie stay till like almost four. And after Geoff left we just talked. My mom, the next morning in the car (god, I had to wake up at like 9:00 today for a doctors appt. it was insane) asked me what we did because we were making a lot of noise. haha bnut she wasn't mad or anything and I said "We were suffocatin eachother". It was somehow funny, because at first I think she thought I was joking. Than I explained to her the ... cool part of it. Anyway it would have looked awkward if she walked in on us doing it I kept thinking, half of the time we were blasting The Pretty Things, and the other half the future heads, and all three of us were on my bed putting pillows to eachother face. In retrospect; writing this - it sounds so retarded. Oh well!!! Bleck, I have to close at work to night. Which means - I will be there until we close, and have to clean shit. Stupid.. movie theater. And Jamie went down to my room and left me a note that said "ROBYN BY THE TIME YOU READ THIS I COULD BE DEAD! -JAMES (NYC)" it was funny because, he wrote it on this random piece of paper my sister Michelle, when she left the day before )or whenever it was) that she left me a good bye note.
Okay so today, I got up and went to the doctors. And than my mom wanted to go to Masionville mall, for two things but one of them she was aloof about and the other was a fondue set for her New Years, thing - she's having. The aloof thing was this coat I wanted, and she got it for me. I love it. Than my mom got a coffee and of course I got a coke (at like 10:30 in the moring) and we sat and chatted for an hour or so. And with my money I bought myself this amazing black shirt. Alright enough with the vapid - ness. That is all. And around 6:00 I have to work. So - this is my life kids. Alright sir? Anyway
"Slut barn"
"Dad... you can't call me slut barn anymore okay? You can't write me sick notes calling my slut barn"
"What about whore house?"
"Dad, get out of my life"
godspeed,
.:New York Cares:.