(44)She says it helps with the lights out

[newyork_cares]

Nothing much happened today. Last nightI didn't fall asleep until just before 4:30 am; woke up around 7:45, and here I am again untired. 1:03 am watch Conan. I was suppose to have guitar lessons today but instead I worked today but only till 9:00, and yesterday night I working till 10:45. Today was a day full of thinking, and contemplation. I got home and went online but got bored because no one was online yet. So I went in my room and danced to Interpol until I decided I should go to work. When I go home I played guitar, and read a little whilst being on the computer. But I stopped all that and now I am just on the computer. There is a few things I need to face academically. They'd be hard to explain over this journal, but I know in my mind what it is. I wanted to wear a skirt today, for the last time before it was too cold, and girls would look at me funny because it was too cold. But it snowed. Oh well. The last time I saw a word MSN/in person anything to Dean was last Tuesday. It's as if I did something wrong. Oh well - it doesn't eat at me. Just a passing thought. Everyone I know is sad right now sort of. I am a little, Geoff is sort of or he did when he decided to go offline to sleep/because what we were talking about maybe him upset, Jamie - because Geoff is leaving very very fucking soon. sigh.



Ah Conan....

I should probably attempt at some sleep now. Emily looked really hot today. I just realized I won this shirt on eBay that is awesome. And I just won one a few days ago. Awesome. Speaking of eBay; I am still awaiting the arrivial of Geoff's christmas gift "Airbag/How Am I driving EP".

Conan can be so funny.
godspeed,
the most pointless entry ever
.:New York Cares:.