Why? Why?Why?
I'm back since friday. The only question i can ask myself is why am i here? why didn't i stay over there?
I barely eat, i barely sleep, i don't talk, i don't smile, i don't go out, i just sit and stare at nothing. The only time i have a smile on my face is when i look at my pictures of France or when i hear a song or see something that reminds me of my stay over there. Even if i got very sick at some point on my trip, is was worth it! It was amazing! Plus my last day over there was one of the best days ever of my life, which made it even harder to leave. I actually had tears in my eyes before and during the flight back here.
What am i going to do now? I don't feel as though i'll be able to stay here another year, especially in Ottawa (no offense to the people who live in Ottawa...you're all very nice and it's a nice city but just not the place for me)
I want to save up some money to go back in august or september but the plane tickets are so damn expensive. The cheapest ticket is close to a thousand dollars. But if that is what i have to do to go back, i will!!
I barely eat, i barely sleep, i don't talk, i don't smile, i don't go out, i just sit and stare at nothing. The only time i have a smile on my face is when i look at my pictures of France or when i hear a song or see something that reminds me of my stay over there. Even if i got very sick at some point on my trip, is was worth it! It was amazing! Plus my last day over there was one of the best days ever of my life, which made it even harder to leave. I actually had tears in my eyes before and during the flight back here.
What am i going to do now? I don't feel as though i'll be able to stay here another year, especially in Ottawa (no offense to the people who live in Ottawa...you're all very nice and it's a nice city but just not the place for me)
I want to save up some money to go back in august or september but the plane tickets are so damn expensive. The cheapest ticket is close to a thousand dollars. But if that is what i have to do to go back, i will!!