I hate...

May 12, 2005 19:57

Well we all know that i have a problem. I definitely think i am insane. I've been pushing everyone away lately and i seem to hate everything. Seems that the only person i like is Ben but i wish i didn't like him as much because it hurts. The one person you really like (other than my mom and some members of my close family) had to live so far away.
I'm sorry i were mean to the people who are reading this, i am sorry but it doesn't mean that i won't do it again. I'm just very mean these days. I seem to get in fights everyday and i seem to never(almost) feel bad for what i do. Am i evil? But i find most people so mean and cruel around me. It's all very awful. Human beings are evil so why would i want to be friends with a human being? But apparently i am a human being so that's probably why i'm evil too. I guess i'm just not hypocritical.

Just adding i hate it when people who are mean or selfish are happy! Why are they happy? Why aren't the nice people happy? (since people like to imply stuff...i know that i am not nice so according to what i said i shouldn't be happy....and i never said i was supposed to be happy)
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