Je suis au taff!
Wow! I almost forgot i had a livejournal. Actually, that's not true, i did remember but i just wasn't inspired. All i do is complain nowadays and since only canadians read this journal, i thought i'd take a break from all the complaining and all the positive talk about french people and France. Plus i haven't been using my english these days except at work when i get a call from Toronto or somewhere like that but those are rare. I hope i'm not making more mistakes than usual.
Well things haven't changed much for me. I am still living in my bubble trying to survive. I'm actually having a good summer working in a french (from France) environment, hanging out with french people and with my old friends too of course, and going out alot. I know this is called denial but if that's what i have to do in order to be somewhat happy then that's what i'll do. However i know that when i'll go back to Ottawa things are going to be hard and i'll probably be very depressed...because creating a bubble there won't be easy at all and it will be the end of my active life. I'll go back to staying alone in my apartment in front of a computer for a whole day. This summer i barely have time to stay on the computer which is a great thing because even if this is a great invention, i also hate the internet in a way.
I so do not want to go back to Ottawa. Two years was just enough. This city has nothing to bring me anymore. I do not regret going in the first place, but now it's enough, there's nothing i need to learn and find out there anymore. I have to admit that i am scared of this school year.
Anyways, the annoying french girl who's always complaining is back!
Gros Bisous!
Well things haven't changed much for me. I am still living in my bubble trying to survive. I'm actually having a good summer working in a french (from France) environment, hanging out with french people and with my old friends too of course, and going out alot. I know this is called denial but if that's what i have to do in order to be somewhat happy then that's what i'll do. However i know that when i'll go back to Ottawa things are going to be hard and i'll probably be very depressed...because creating a bubble there won't be easy at all and it will be the end of my active life. I'll go back to staying alone in my apartment in front of a computer for a whole day. This summer i barely have time to stay on the computer which is a great thing because even if this is a great invention, i also hate the internet in a way.
I so do not want to go back to Ottawa. Two years was just enough. This city has nothing to bring me anymore. I do not regret going in the first place, but now it's enough, there's nothing i need to learn and find out there anymore. I have to admit that i am scared of this school year.
Anyways, the annoying french girl who's always complaining is back!
Gros Bisous!