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grrrr.
i went into town with my mumsy to drop off my camera for developing, get a topup voucher and other post-holiday crap, and was having a nice enough time when suddenly, which wanker do i see? yep, mike. asshole.
he was sitting on a bench with about 4 of his friends (all of whom i know), and i had to walk past them all.
they stared and grinned at me the whole time.
i felt so so embarassed. and angry. and self conscious.
AND i saw tony. but i avoided eye contact and pretended i hadnt seen him. altho its impossible he didnt see me ~ i ended up seeing him like 3 times! *feels embarassed*
i know it was mean to hide, but i'm gonna have to see him at reading, and i cant cope with seeing him too much.
seeing someone who tells you how great you are all the time is often more hassle than it would seem.
specially when they tell you that they've begun to listen to dont speak 5 times a day, and that its developed *real meaning recently*
i know its my fault, but i cant do anything more. stupid boy.
i went into town with my mumsy to drop off my camera for developing, get a topup voucher and other post-holiday crap, and was having a nice enough time when suddenly, which wanker do i see? yep, mike. asshole.
he was sitting on a bench with about 4 of his friends (all of whom i know), and i had to walk past them all.
they stared and grinned at me the whole time.
i felt so so embarassed. and angry. and self conscious.
AND i saw tony. but i avoided eye contact and pretended i hadnt seen him. altho its impossible he didnt see me ~ i ended up seeing him like 3 times! *feels embarassed*
i know it was mean to hide, but i'm gonna have to see him at reading, and i cant cope with seeing him too much.
seeing someone who tells you how great you are all the time is often more hassle than it would seem.
specially when they tell you that they've begun to listen to dont speak 5 times a day, and that its developed *real meaning recently*
i know its my fault, but i cant do anything more. stupid boy.