of all ppl i am all about second chsnces and being preachy on rebuilding ur life and constantly striving for a better life but... u have to understand why i have a hard time with the belief process when words come from you...bitter? maybe...no, definately, you were so blind before with more than what u deserved to get you straight and for some reason success, money, family, beauty, a home and vehicle, etc etc weren't enuff for you...and i KNOW i am the best thing that has ever happened to u relationship wise and apparently i always will be, so y should i believe this...false hope is what u do best tho so i suppose it's another lil story u have to tell for neone and everyone that will listen upon def/and or misguided ears. cut the crap and lets have real talk b/c i kno more than u think and so does everyone else b/c word gets around...then again u haven't posted in so long maybe b/c ur ashamed to say this post was all true for the time being but since then u have reverted to old ways. I didn't just come to bash u, wanted to let you know that you can always message me here or on myspace and i'll talk with you, not always this harshly but never will i waste words with you on polite empty convo, if u wanna talk it must be of an important nature. We are not friends, you ruined that for a long time if not for good, but unfortunately for me you are almost like family. Not the kind eddie talks about: like a brother that u can forgive and love no matter what, but the kind where i have cared for u and do care for your cousins immensely and although i don't want to see you or even hear ur voice, i would like to keep tabs on u every now and agin to make sure u r alive. I never know what to say to you b/c u don't listen but i always seem to say too much at the same time. Maybe i'll hear from u and maybe i won't but even if it doesn't come from ur mouth there are several connections i have to hear a/b u as u know it just depends whose story u want me to believe more......I pray for you, and that is not a holier than tho comment that "only my god can save u" as u know i am not real religious, it is heartfelt
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