my productivity works in mysterious ways
I've been getting up earlier, not napping, and doing all my health stuff at roughly the same time for the past few days. My body and alertness are doing much better--who knew?
In the swathes of daylight hours I suddenly had today (I missed the sun. Me and Superman, we're like this, man), I finally stopped thinking about what I was avoiding doing, and just, uh, did it. Even though I knew in my head that the procrastination was a bigger deal than what I was passively trying not to do, my head also convinced my body that not doing it was the way to go.
Then this afternoon, I just started doing stuff. Called the doctor, filled out job applications (waiting for two people to call back about info for said apps, but I've called them, at least, and once I have that info, the apps will be done), finished my functional resume and sent it to my CCN mentor, and went over the incomplete fic list I have and made notes.
I could write my Vpaper or read another chunk of Hamlet now. I could do the last exercise in the CCN ch3 section. I could transcribe the story I wrote for kinky_fantasy last night. Oh, the choices! I really want to freewrite/journal now though. Perhaps I will procrastinate with that reward myself, then crack open the CCN ch3 and finish that, then go to Hamlet. And save Vpaper for later. (It is, after all, the biggest monkey on my back at present.)
ALSO ALSO ALSO: I LOVE THE NEW PANIC AT THE DISCO SINGLE! GO LISTEN!
In the swathes of daylight hours I suddenly had today (I missed the sun. Me and Superman, we're like this, man), I finally stopped thinking about what I was avoiding doing, and just, uh, did it. Even though I knew in my head that the procrastination was a bigger deal than what I was passively trying not to do, my head also convinced my body that not doing it was the way to go.
Then this afternoon, I just started doing stuff. Called the doctor, filled out job applications (waiting for two people to call back about info for said apps, but I've called them, at least, and once I have that info, the apps will be done), finished my functional resume and sent it to my CCN mentor, and went over the incomplete fic list I have and made notes.
I could write my Vpaper or read another chunk of Hamlet now. I could do the last exercise in the CCN ch3 section. I could transcribe the story I wrote for kinky_fantasy last night. Oh, the choices! I really want to freewrite/journal now though. Perhaps I will procrastinate with that reward myself, then crack open the CCN ch3 and finish that, then go to Hamlet. And save Vpaper for later. (It is, after all, the biggest monkey on my back at present.)
ALSO ALSO ALSO: I LOVE THE NEW PANIC AT THE DISCO SINGLE! GO LISTEN!