Down to seriuosness
shit man, i am here having a great time, thinking about what I am leaving behind contmplating if anything is worth going back for, I dont have a job there, I dont have any major projects going on there, the projects that I wanted to start, Bikeshop, and firedancing, the things that I have given me joy in portland are more readily set up here in san francisco.
I do have some great friends in Portland, I am having kind of a hard time here dealing with not being able to connect with any part of the gay community yet, and am a part of a very special part of that in portland something that I am not sure is happening here. I dont know about the wilderness, hot springs all of the wonderful things that portland has to offer, not sure about bike lanes and bike paths.
And as far a friends, my best friend wouldent even talk to me last night, I asked him what the fuck his reply was I was, way trashed. I mean come on people, I am far away wanting to talk to my best friend or at least hear his voice and I got 2 words, way trashed. Then I get a text message from Mykal, all it said was, so you joined the circus? I tried talking to him but he diddnt respond. Then I realised that there is not really that much that I am really pleased with in portland, and am not sure that anything that I really like in portland is still there for me, or if it was even real.
People are so diverse here, it seems like people in portland hand out with people that have somewhat similar intrests and views, the parties I have gone to in the bay area seem to have every type of person and point of view, all in the same room.
so currently we are staying at the DIY place in Oakland for about 2 more weeks, trying to find ways to make money, and I hear that the economy is pretty good around here and alot of people are hiring :-) that is good news. I am just going to keep these things in mind and take it one day at a time and see what happens.
I do have some great friends in Portland, I am having kind of a hard time here dealing with not being able to connect with any part of the gay community yet, and am a part of a very special part of that in portland something that I am not sure is happening here. I dont know about the wilderness, hot springs all of the wonderful things that portland has to offer, not sure about bike lanes and bike paths.
And as far a friends, my best friend wouldent even talk to me last night, I asked him what the fuck his reply was I was, way trashed. I mean come on people, I am far away wanting to talk to my best friend or at least hear his voice and I got 2 words, way trashed. Then I get a text message from Mykal, all it said was, so you joined the circus? I tried talking to him but he diddnt respond. Then I realised that there is not really that much that I am really pleased with in portland, and am not sure that anything that I really like in portland is still there for me, or if it was even real.
People are so diverse here, it seems like people in portland hand out with people that have somewhat similar intrests and views, the parties I have gone to in the bay area seem to have every type of person and point of view, all in the same room.
so currently we are staying at the DIY place in Oakland for about 2 more weeks, trying to find ways to make money, and I hear that the economy is pretty good around here and alot of people are hiring :-) that is good news. I am just going to keep these things in mind and take it one day at a time and see what happens.