seeing car and her friends in scranton was fun, as always, and i'm going to miss her so much when she leaves. saying goodbye today was ridiculously hard. kristen and i are trying so hard to convince her and cj to come to philly for new years eve but who knows what's going to happen. these past few days have been awesome, despite something i was sort of counting on not happening. sdhfjshdfsjdhf. i always get my hopes up with these sort of things but, to be fair, it is way too soon to tell. tomorrow is christmas eve! what the hell? where has my life gone?