[Fic] Heartbreaking Romance : Chapter 3
It was a wonderful sleep until he heard the sound of construction from above at 7.30 a.m.
Who the heck causes noise pollution this early in the morning?
Yamapi covered his ears with the pillow to try and drown out the noise, but it was pointless. Then there were some vibrating sounds, which were replaced by the sound of chopping and sawing. A few minutes later the noise stopped and he began to drift back to sleep. Suddenly, a loud thud came from above, waking him up again.
What’s the problem with this hotel? Couldn’t that wait until most normal people are awake for the day, say 9 a.m.? I would have even settled for 8 a.m.
His mood changed after the noise, disturbed his good sleep. So in between the sounds of construction his mind seemed to drift off yet his body still felt awake. It was a very strange in between place to be, where your dreams seem very real. He was dreaming about someone sucking and biting him all over his manhood during their lovemaking. It was so pleasant, but the noise interrupted his nice dream, and yet he somehow knew the mobile was going to ring. Sure enough, a minute or so later his mobile beeped and he was fully awoken, feeling completely irritated.
His mind dizzily wandered to last night’s lust. Last night was a bit of a blur and he barely remembered even coming here, letting himself loose in traversing the wide emotional gap between deep sexual emotion and romantic feeling. Both of them knew it was only an on/off kind of relationship. He conquered the man. He desperately wanted the man, and the man wanted his back. But does he love the man? Or does the other love him? It was a set of questions that were hard to answer. But there was this relaxing warmth, contentment and comfort he felt inside every time the other was close to him. He always had to guess if what he was feeling toward the latter was actually love itself, just a very strong pleasure, or an overwhelming feeling of kindness. Recently, the thoughts had kept on haunting him. He couldn’t conclude his own thoughts yet his heart always had the same pounding beat of pain.
His sleepy head took a moment to actually realize his mobile was ringing. He lazily flipped it open and read the message, which was sent by his best friend, Jin. It seemed Jin just got back safely from New York two days ago and was on his way to the office. Yamapi didn’t send a reply because he was just too lazy to move his body, even his fingers. He turned around and saw his partner was not on the bed beside him. Shivering a little, he woke up and sat on the bed with comforter surrounding his bare chest.
“Good morning! Sorry I didn’t wake you up. I went to the hotel’s cafe to buy some breakfast meals but I happened to bump into my co-assistant at the hallway and we, ending up discussing our current projects at the cafe. So here, this is for you.” After closing the door behind him, Junno put the meal on the bedside table and, smiled at Yamapi. He then walked to other side of the bed to pack his things.
Yamapi just stared at the man without uttering back the morning greeting. Somehow he felt like grieving because Junno seemed to have his breakfast at the café without him. “Leaving?” There was a sad tone in his voice.
“Yeah. I have a meeting this morning at 8.30. I’m going to take the nearby train. So I need to step out early,” Junno explained without facing him. He was too busy packing, checking to see if any important things were left out.
Junno was in town because he had to visit his company’s branch for two days to establish various quality-related tests. He was then supposed to select designs and materials that corresponded to the features and targets of the products in question. Today was the last day before he went back to Saitama. Yamapi and Junno had travelled many places in Japan, and since there was just so much work to do, they had a hard time getting around to all of it without breaking into a cold sweat. Though they had a strong urge to go home and mindlessly watch television, hang out with friends or spend time together, work and different living quarters always brought an issue between them. Therefore, both of them had little time to meet and they always ended up texting or calling each other from a distance.
Yamapi had met Junno before finding out that, a few years ago, Junno worked at the same company as Jin and Yoko. It seemed funny when he recalled their first encounter with each other. Junno tried to protect him with all his might. The taller man tried to save him one night from two perverted drunken men who playfully teased him behind a bar because of his cute appearance. When Junno crossed the street he saw that and tried to interfere. But it ended up with Yamapi doing the saving as Junno didn’t like to hurt people by fighting. When they got the chance to run away, he grabbed Junno’s wrist and pull him in the opposite direction from the drunkards for an escape. That was when they started to call themselves friends. From the first time he got to know Junno, it had been a disaster for him. It was annoying when a person often couldn’t sense the atmosphere during a conversation and kept saying the wrong things or would randomly say lousy jokes out of the blue. What made him stay friends with the man was his good nature and kind heart. Junno wouldn’t say ‘No’ to anything he said or complain when he sometimes treated the young man bad. As time passed, his heart bloomed with a wonderful cherished feeling every time they were together. He loved the hope he saw in Junno’s eyes when he was feeling down. He loved the innocent look when Junno smiled. He loved the way Junno created tremendous miracles in his life. His life seemed so complete when he got Jin and Yoko as his best friends but when Junno came; it became fascinating in a way he didn’t expect to see. Every time Junno went away from his sight, it was like a piece of him was taken too. And everything are to happen seemed to rotate the same way when Junno left him until there was always pain aching inside.
“But I can send you off to work…” He chuckled seeing Yamapi make a pouting sad look on his face. He knew Yamapi drove to the hotel last night, but he didn’t want to burden the man with having to send him to work. Junno knelt down on the bed and, drew his body closer to the other man, almost closing the distance between their bodies.
“You need to get up. It’s time for you to go to work, too.” Junno pecked a kiss on the tip of his lips and smiled. Yamapi sighed but put on a weak smile. Their eyes met, staring deep with burning gazes. Junno closed his eyes when Yamapi gently brushed his lips with kisses as gentle and as sweet giving butterflies to his stomach. He pulled the man away to shorten the kiss.
“You don’t need to be nice, Pi… It’s just me and you, not us. It’ll always be this way…” Junno reminded him, casting a painful look.
Yamapi cupped the young man’s face, drew him closer and whispered, “Sometimes I just forget about it and slips away…” He kissed Junno again on the lips.
However, the sudden ringing of Yamapi’s mobile broke their intimate moment. “It’s your call!” Junno exclaimed and got off the bed.
Yamapi grasped a hold of Junno’s wrist, causing the young man to tremble a bit. “When are you coming to Tokyo again?” He randomly popped a question.
“Not anytime soon. It depends on the jobs. I need to go, it’s late.” Looking away, Junno grabbed his coat with his left hand.
Don’t treat me nicely, Pi… or I won’t be able to stop falling for you.
He didn’t quite understand why Yamapi had behaved so childishly recently and made cute pouting faces every time he left for work or important matters. It’s not like they had a serious relationship. They both knew that they should not be together because if they were to be found out, it could ruin both happy homes. Living two lives just wasn’t easy at all, but they had to hang in there or fall. None of their friends or even close friends like Jin and Yoko could sense the clinging-but-absolute-no-future sort of relationship between them. As far as he knew, Yamapi would always be his friend no matter what he felt. Lots of pretty girls occupied Yamapi’s daily life, so what was there to thrust in for? Besides, Junno thought, everything was only a game that he played and he knew there wouldn’t be any feelings attached, only lust, to keep away the work tension.
Yamapi pulled him close, making his body closer while showing off his own sexy torso. “Call me when you’re free next time. Don’t text me.” He tightened his grip then kissed the other until he was out of breath.
“Umphh --- Pi, --- the phone! --- Umphh --- Pi!!” Junno pushed the man away. Yamapi chuckled as his whole body dropped onto the bed.
“Call me!” He shouted but the door was slammed shut. Again. There was tiny, bitter feeling inside and it caused him to heave a long sigh. He quickly answered the waiting call from his officemate.
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“Jin, Junno’s birthday will come in four days. Do you have any plans?” Yamapi asked while putting on his tie in front of the mirror. He had received a second call from Jin few minutes ago.
“Ugh, nope. Is there going to be a celebration? That guy is a pain in the ass sometimes. No need to prepare anything. Just dump him in the games paradise, he will be happy enough!” Jin said recklessly.
“Baka! He’s our friend. Don’t be selfish. I’ll find Yoko to discuss this since there’s no point discussing it with you.” Yamapi laughed while fixing his clothes before he went off to work.
Suddenly Jin’s attention was disrupted by a figure that was walking towards the pedestrian crossing. “Hey, talk later. Bye!” Jin hung up the call, quickly rushing to the person before he disappeared from sight. He put on his black tinted sunglasses and purposely stood in front of the young man. There were a lot of people waiting and Jin intentionally stepped back to avoid standing too close to any of the other people.
“Ouch, that hurt!” The person stood behind him screamed, but not that loud, as Jin had only accidentally stepped on his foot.
“Oh, I’m sorry lady…” He twirled his back to the scream. Ah… it’s really him. Jin smiled as he realized fate really did play its role for him to meet the other again.
“Excuse me!” The man sounded irritated.
“Oops, wrong guess. Ain’t a lady… but how come you look like one?” He grinned naughtily.
“You’re blind, I guess!” The man retorted back.
“But I think you’re pretty. And you have quite a girlish voice when you’re screaming, so it concludes my perception.” Jin winked.
“I think you better go and see the doctor. That might solve your ridiculous problems.” Kame walked past him as the pedestrian crossing light turned green, ignoring the conversation.
“Eh? Do I need to? Why?” Jin tailed behind the young one, showing his cute questioning face.
“Because you have this-this…” Kame was thinking of the reasons to stop following him, “eye sight problem. There’s some damage inside your brain. Ah! Don’t forget, hearing problems too.” Kame nodded knowingly.
“Ooh, someone is caring about me. I am definitely very happy. And thankful too!” Jin grinned more. But Kame found it was annoying to continue talking with the older man. Why did I meet him here in the first place? I shouldn’t be talking anymore. Kame just sighed and crossed the road. He stopped at the cafe nearby to sit for a drink. The older man pulled out a chair and sat in front him, making Kame sigh once more.
“What’re you doing here?” Kame asked irritatingly.
“Thirsty. Ah! Two drinks. One black coffee with breakfast omelette set. Uh, one…” Jin looked at Kame, hinting him to order.
“Give me a latte only,” Kame ordered. “I thought you were thirsty,” Kame pointed out.
“How thoughtful of you. I know you care about me, don’t deny it.” Jin giggled.
“By the way, my name’s Akanishi Jin. What’s yours?” Kame was startled by his introduction. He never knew this man was such an asshole.
“You’re so direct. Why should I talk to a stranger?” Kame twitched, without caring about introducing himself to the man.
“Ouch! It’s because I’m irresistible. I guess it’s my nature to meet people around, since my job demands me to,” Jin explained. Kame shrugged and wondered how he can get away from the man who kept on following him.
Once the waiter handed over their meals, there was a call coming from the older man’s mobile. Kame assumed that it must be his officemate since he’s muttering about works stuff. He kept silent until the man finished his phone call and then Jin started talking. Feeling a bit irritated, Kame ignored the conversation by just focusing on drinking his latte until it was finished. Though he was annoyed by Jin’s talkativeness, there was a moment he found the older man rather cute: when he freely smiled and laughed at Kame’s sharp tongue.
I guess the fate really plays its role, Jin. We meet again. Kame hid his twisting emotion that stumbled inside. It just a feeling of no one knows yet what it will become to be. He smiled suddenly when he remembered the first moment they met.
It started at a coffee shop; they started out as strangers who didn’t take the chance to cross path by saying a simple ‘Hello’. Then they disappeared to their own life again without any encounters. After a time, Kame ran into him at the Garden Scarlet, sleeping on a bench under the brick shelter. Kame blushed as the memory of Jin embracing him while a sleep flew to his mind. It was funny how from simple things, the best things began. They met again in another cafe. This time was different because Jin moved forward, taking the chance to become closer to him, and his serene life began to embark onto a new journey. It was a new life-changing moment.
Looking at his watch, Kame excused himself to go to the toilet. Jin stared at the young man, who stood up and left him alone at the table. Something fell on the floor so Jin, bent down to pick it up. It was a business card and the name of it was Kamenashi Kazuya, the Client Reporting Manager at Legal Futures Japan Company. He smirked as he thought it must be belong to the other man.
“Ignoring me is not a good thing, Kamenashi Kazuya…” Jin murmured against the card as he finally knew the young man’s real name.
Looking at himself at the mirror, Kame washed his hands using the free soap on the sink’s bowl. Then he washed his face and dried it with a toilet’s paper tissue. After he moved the tissue away from his face, Kame was shocked to see Jin standing a mere few inches behind him. There was no one around, except the two of them.
“How long have you been standing there?” Kame rolled his eyes, sighing.
“Eh? You didn’t see me coming? It was just uhh--” he looked at his watch, “two minutes ago.” Jin gave Kame a smug look.
Feeling irritated with the man since it was not a pleasure to know him, Kame twirled his body and met the older man’s gaze. His anger seemed about to explode anytime from being totally annoyed yet he didn’t care about the other man at all. The man was just being an annoying brat who hadn’t left him alone from the moment they accidentally met.
It would have been better if I didn’t meet him at all, for god’s sake! Kame screamed irritatingly inside.
“Look. I should be going to work now. Let’s stop here. Ah, you should be going too,” Kame noted with a sheepish smile overtaking the irritation on his face.
“My car is outside, if you want a ride, it would be my pleasure,” Jin winked. But Kame ignored his offering.
Jin grabbed Kame’s hands in sudden, making his body twirl back to Jin as he walked away from the sink. A heavy breath was forced out of him at the sudden impact. Jin let out a devilish smirk before taking control over the other’s shocked state and crushing the other’s soft lips with his own. Jin tightened his hold around Kame’s waist while Kame tremulously pushed on the man’s chest to free himself. He was frightened at the sultry look in Jin’s eyes. While he rubbed his own crotch against Kame’s thigh vigorously for a couple of seconds, he murmured into the trapped man’s ear that it was a shame to waste a kind offer like that. Jin chuckled seeing the man who trapped under his embrace and kiss, struggling for freedom.
You are so pure and innocent. It makes me lose control, Kazu. The nickname he just had thought to call the other man by. Jin stopped teasing him and let Kame run for his life.
“We’re definitely going to meet again, Kamenashi Kazuya. It’s fate!” Kame was startled as he heard the man’s shout after he had slammed the door shut. He didn’t listen as he was too shocked by his reaction. Probably because it was the first time someone hit on him like that. He didn’t like the idea of his first encounter being in the toilet, of course!
Hey wait a minute! I’m supposed to complain like a mad person here! The person who hit on you is a man, idiot! He tried slapping his cheeks but ended up with his palms merely cupping his blushing face.
The memories of the way Jin kissed, looked into his eyes and ran his fingers along his back just now worked like a brush, painting the exquisite picture of love with shades of sensitivity and layers of lust. A gentle, short kiss was enough to send overwhelming electricity running along his body. But there was something that left him wondering. It felt like he had been kissed before by that man, but he knew he had never experienced that once. Somehow the way the other moved his lips caused a familiar vibration that exploded in Kame’s inner being. He acknowledged that the man was quite skilled, and also knew another thing for sure, he wasn’t positive if living his ordinary and straight life was enough to satisfy him anymore. What would happen if he really wanted to test this new, life-changing moment with that man? Was it a fair-play game or something he would regret later? Too many suspicious and weird thoughts racked into his brain. Once in a while he shook his head, feeling awkward at the thoughts but also feeling a strange excited bewilderment inside at the same time.
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After a week of tiring work, Kame was the happiest person when his friend, Koki, was on good terms with Nakamaru again after their fight a few days ago. Hikari always visited Koki’s apartment during weekends when there were not a lot of assignments or projects on hand. Everything seemed to be back in order as normal. Today Koki was taking the day off as the boss wanted him to rest after travelling and meeting clients all over the place. Therefore, he took the chance to bring Nakamaru and Hikari on a family vacation as they were also in the middle of semester break. That left Kame alone in the office while the rest of his team was out reporting the investment report to their clients. But his boss, Takizawa-san, had assigned him extra work to conduct a performance review for new trainees in their department as he acknowledged Kame was suited more for the decision-making among the best managers he have. As time ticked to 1 o’clock in the afternoon, he went to Level 12 to meet Koyama for a quick meeting. Then finally at 2 o’clock, he wandered out of the building, thinking of having his late lunch at one of his favourite cafe two blocks away.
Kame sat away from the crowded area outside and hiding a bit inside the café as he reached the desired place. While having his lunch, he heard footsteps coming towards his table.
“How come I meet you so often recently?” Kame shrugged when Jin finally sat next to Kame at the cafe. The other man always appeared out of nowhere, he didn’t expect for them to meet.
“I’m your shadow, that explains it,” Jin wickedly grinned. Speaking of shadows, Kame saw the figure of a familiar person walking into the cafe. It was the same person whom he never wanted to cross paths again again.
“Oh, no. Not her again,” Kame quickly looked away in the hopes that she wouldn’t see him.
“Kame chan!” The girl smiled when she saw him. It was Ai-chan, his ex-schoolmate who happened to have crush on him. Kame slowly stood up. She hugged Kame hard, making him wobble. Jin stared at the girl and the tight hug in annoyance. Seeing his precious Kame seemed uncomfortable with the girl, an idea popped into Jin’s head for a rescue plan.
“What’re you doing? He is my boyfriend. Stay away from him, girl!” Jin sounded fierce in his words. The girl was shocked and annoyed by the older man’s warning.
“Boyfriend?” Kame looked awkwardly at Jin who was now standing close behind him.
“Just follow what I say if you don’t want to meet her again,” Jin whispered softly in his ear, sending shivers to his spine because to him, the way Jin standing and whispering were very seductive to him. Without hesitation, Kame obeyed though he was not sure of what the other man was thinking.
“I don’t believe it, there is no way you guys---” The girl’s jaw dropped as she watched Jin pull Kame into a hug and peck a kiss on Kame’s soft lips. Kame pulled his head back a little, surprised at Jin’s doing. People around them were staring, making Kame’s face redden in shame.
“I hate you for this, Kame chan! Don’t expect to see me ever again!” She yelled while crying softly.
“And you! Have him by yourself. There are a lot of guys who want to date me. I don’t need this cheap ass guy!” Kame rubbed his leg where she kicked it, trying to sooth the pain. Jin pulled Kame out of the café as he noticed they were creating a big scene for people to watch.
“Thank me later. First, let’s get out of here.” Kame shyly obeyed Jin without lifting his head.
“Where are we heading to?” Kame asked curiously as they were outside.
“Ah! My car is nearby that building. After that I can send you to whatever place you want to go.” Jin winked.
“Lunch time is over. I’m going back to my office. It’s only a few blocks away. I can walk. Thanks.” Kame twirled his body and walked in opposite direction.
“Don’t resist me, Kazu. I’m your shadow wherever you’re hiding, Kamenashi Kazuya!” Jin exclaimed, but Kame ignored the older man.
Wait. Kazu? Since when did I give him permission to call me ‘Kazu’? Kame halted and glanced back at Jin irritatingly.
“How did you know my name? I didn’t--”
“Your business card, honey! Here.” Jin pull out the card from his pocket and waving it to the other man who was already shocked by the reaction.
“And-and, don’t call me honey!” Kame twirled his body again and this time he sped up his walking pace as he felt his face blushing to his ear.
Jin smirked in amusement as he stared at Kame before the young man disappeared out of sight. I made my decision, Kazu. I’m going to get you. Soon.
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Junno sat on a bench near a green field after he had walked around downtown for an hour. He chewed his bread while watching the kids play soccer. He could hear the sound of the Shinkansen landing at the nearby station. He just had his work done one hour ago, after all the testing showed successful results. He purposely walked to this place, a place where he could relax his busy mind. The sound of the kids’ laughter as they played around after scoring made him smile even more. There was a saying ‘Treasure youth while you still can before you regret it in old times’. Looking back on it now, living a carefree life gave you such freedom, with few problems to think about, but that changes when we grow older. Junno’s smile dimmed slightly.
He read the message which he received few minutes ago. Certainly it was from Yamapi.
His friend.
Or his hot on/off affair.
Although they had been sleeping together a long time, both of them kept their affair as a deep secret they won’t share. Not even to their best friends. Looking back on these past few years, there was no progress in their relationship because it was not a truly serious case to look at. But their feeling of comfort when they’re together pilled up as the days went by and it seemed Yamapi hadn’t tired of him yet. Sometimes he just kept wondering about love and if there were various degrees when loving someone. He wondered if it had something to do with being aware of that person’s energy field, and feeling comfortable with it. He wasn’t too sure how long they going to stay this way.
As for the matter of time, he knew one of them might change, progressing along with the times. It’s kind of sad and a tragedy when someone you happen to take for granted was someone you might fall in love with in the future. He yearned for a place that was meant for him in that person’s heart. But whatever he felt, it doesn’t matter to Yamapi because they weren’t started out as an official couple anyway. It was more likely as secret lover but no love attached. Leaving the man for good caused him pain, but staying in for longer would have caused him loneliness. Yamapi always leaned to him whenever the other was in need. Only for the purpose of lust, of course.
Work tension, he believed.
But he gets girlfriends everywhere he goes, why do I need to stick with him? You’re such a fool, Junno… He reminded himself.
For the first time, he felt his heart ach and that came from thinking too much about the man. However, there was something different about the way Yamapi treated him these few months. Yamapi’s actions were full of care and so gentle. The man always called rather than texting like he normally did in the past. The man would call if Junno wasn’t responding to his messages or voice calls. The man also spent a lot of his free time with him these days. Sometimes Yamapi would suggest going to amusement park or catching a movie at night after work.
A sudden ringing tone distracted his wandering mind. He looked at the Caller ID.
Yamapi.
He heaved a pained sigh. For a few seconds, he just watched the phone ring and buzz before he pulled out the battery and the call went dead. He flipped shut his phone and put it back in his front pant’s pocket.
What’re you up to now, Pi? Don’t treat me this way or else I can’t stop myself from loving you more.
But Junno knew it wasn’t for show as he cared for the other. He didn’t mind to stay as what they have now as long as his friend was happy. As long as Yamapi needed him by his side, he was happy too. After staying for a few minutes, Junno went back home by his own without meeting Yamapi like he always did when he was around Tokyo.
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Kame bid farewell to other workers and went to the lift. He walked along the garden corridor and went down to the stairs. He frowned as he saw someone was leaning against the hard metal fence. I guess my life has become pretty hard to deal with now. Kame threw a weak smile and then shrugged as he ignored the older man and walked pass.
“Wait up, Kazu!” The older man exclaimed.
“What’re you doing here?” Kame asked as the older man tailed behind him.
“Going home of course! Um… with you.” Jin grinned.
Kame twirled around and shot Jin an angry face.
“Uuu… That’s scary. But I can be a lot scarier you know,” Jin said as he scratched his left foot on the floor.
“Are you done stalking me? Don’t you have another life to do?” Kame sighed.
Jin gave a focused look and narrowed his eyes. Jin knew that Kame liked the way he playfully touched, teased and annoyed the latter. Just a little more steps then his plan would be a success.
“No. I like it. Don’t you?” Jin responded with an evil smirk.
“Then you’re crazy.” Kame walked away but Jin kept tailing him. Suddenly, there was an ugly sound from Kame’s stomach. Because he was busy all day, he skipped his lunch to get his work done. He needed to work hard to get promoted and he didn’t realize he has not eaten proper meal these days.
“I’m hungry. Let’s dine somewhere.” Jin grabbed his wrist, making the latter ran with him.
Kame flushed red as the older man noticed he was in hungry state. They reached at a fancy restaurant and Jin asked for a table for two in private corner. It was Jin’s treat though Kame refused his offer at first. But seeing as the food was temptingly delicious, Kame didn’t care anymore and enjoyed eating.
“There’s something on your face.” Jin said. Kame wiped it away but Jin repeated his words.
“Let me do it,” he offered. Kame was worried because of their close distance as Jin drew closer to him. Jin moved his face closer to Kame. Kame gulped at the closeness but he didn’t push the older man away. Then unexpectedly, Jin licked clean the bit of food on the corner of Kame’s mouth, causing Kame’s body to tremble and move backwards. Jin pulled his shoulder hard, making Kame came forward again.
“Don’t move, it’s still there,” Jin whispered while licking it. Kame froze and sat straight without moving his position. The way Jin licked the corner of his mouth melted his veins. The tongue desperately moved closer and, almost touched his lips until Kame shut his eyes. Jin chuckled, seeing the young man obey his words but he stopped his action. Kame felt weird as Jin made no movement at all and he opened his eyes. Jin’s face was a few inches away from his face. Kame stared back at him; saw the devilish look that was always in his dark eyes.
“Give in to me. Then I’ll continue,” Jin smirked.
Kame blinked upon hearing the older man’s request, and pushed him away.
“You shouldn’t be doing that. Someone might see us. Just-just… Just finish your food!” Kame uttered in an uneasy voice. Jin laughed, seeing Kame’s uneasiness and continued to enjoy eating.
After the dinner, they walked side by side along the garden in front of the restaurant before reaching to Jin’s car.
“Woah! Isn’t that beautiful? It’s a colourful pond with many rainbow coloured lights.” Kame cheered in fascination.
Jin smiled looking at the side of Kame he never seen before. “Yes. You’re beautiful,” he murmured.
The words Kame just barely heard startled him. The older man was paying attention to his behaviour. He fastened his pace but took a different route instead of heading towards the car.
“Where’re you going?” Jin asked furiously.
“Home, of course!” Kame shouted.
“In my car,” Jin grabbed Kame’s waist and shock him a bit.
Jin opened the door, “Get in or do you want us hugging each other for the whole night?” Jin naughtily winked.
Kame quickly pushed him aside and squished inside the car. Jin chuckled more. Along the way, they bickered at each other. Jin put on a wide amused smile because he loved touching, teasing and annoying the other one so much. He enjoyed making fun of the young man because Kame was adorably cute in everything he said and did. Saying one thing but acting another way. He could see Kame sigh each time he teased the young man. Adorable was the word. My adorable Kazu.
Once they reached their destination, Kame unfastened the seat belt, showed his gratitude by saying ‘Thanks’ and made his way out. Not so fast, Kazu. Jin pulled the Kame close making the young man tremble against his chest. He lifted the other’s chin to meet his gaze.
“Wh-what?” Kame mumbled.
“I hate the way you are so easy, Kazu,” Jin warned softly. Kame didn’t understand what the older man meant but somehow it was like a warning statement. Anger shot to his face but before he could say anything, he was cut by Jin’s lips on his.
“Umphh.. Who’re --- umphh --- you --- ummphh --- to judge --- umphh --- mmm-mee?” Jin brushed his soft lips again and again until Kame stopped resisting the kiss. Before he could enjoy the kiss deeper, however, Jin pulled away making Kame frown and panted heavily.
“That’s for throwing up on my suit, Kazu,” he murmured close to the other’s ear. Suddenly, the night when Kame ran into a stranger popped into his mind. Therefore, he finally understood it was Jin at the Scarlet Garden pavement where they accidentally banged into each other during the night he was getting home from his company’s party. Jin chuckled when he noticed the other recall the memory.
“You want me, Kazu. Don’t keep denying it, I already know. So let me in… why don’t you, baby?” Jin whispered huskily. Kame blinked tremendously as the older man kept on staring him like a mouse was going to be eaten by a hungry cat.
“Don’t be so full of yourself. You’re so wrong.” Kame twisted sideways and moved out as quickly as he could. Jin let the young man go without stopping him because he knew Kame won’t probably be far from his sight. And he believed that one day the young man will beg to be with him.
Jin slid down his window and shouted, “You can’t runaway from me. I’m irresistible, Kazu. You want me!” Kame tried to stop his ears from listening and ran towards his apartment on the ground floor. Jin smirked at himself, feeling satisfied. Then he drove his car away.
“I want you so much, Kazu. I’m going to break you until you surrender to me, baby… one day… just wait… you’ll be mine…” He muttered alone in the night.
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Back at his apartment, Kame curled himself on the bed. Moments later, he got out of bed because he was unable to sleep and went to stand by an open window. It is a chilly Friday night, a few hours before midnight. He saw a plane heading toward the south up in the sky. Suddenly there was fire, an accident happened somewhere and caused the area to float with flames and smoke. His attention was riveted on the location but it was hard to watch from his apartment’s view. He sat on the bed again and his mind wandered to the empty spaces.
Thinking of the man.
Processing a life review since he met the man.
Akanishi Jin.
A name that could make you fly high in your imagination.
He then looked at his trembling body as his excitement level rose. He didn’t touch himself yet, thinking of the teasing and kissing moments began a wonderful transformation that left him as exited as he had ever been touched by that man at the moment. Somehow deep inside, the arousal steam began to move back and forth in his scrotum, turning in excitement. His semi-hard erection moved from side to side as more blood flowed into it from his stroking.
As the stimulation continued, his member became stiff and swollen, pointing upward. It was unusual for him to act this way but the increased level of his stroking on his throbbing member made him losing himself. Later, after few more hard strokes, he came with a drop of ejaculate dangling on the tip of his full erected member. He then lay his body down on the bed, tiredly gasping for air as he caught his breath.
Oh my god! Don’t tell me I just jerked myself off while, thinking of him? Hell, shit!!
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A/N: Pi x Junno? 0_0 akira shock!! thehehe.. seriously i laugh when i read your guesses about who's kissing Junno. lol oh what a secret affair~ akame moments <333 i squeallll when i wrote it! hahaha ♥ it's the way you want him, kame~ ♥ one of the issue that always occur in our life : INSECURITY. this time it's about Junno and Pi. i know the pairing it's new and weird somehow interesting =P that's a twist I promise you lol if you follow my way of writing, i purposely put TaNaka in Chap1-2b. Then replace by Pi x Junno, might take 3 chaps I guess. Perhaps introduction of new pairing to come in future chaps? lol Yoko doesn't much shine because he lives happily life with cool Leah =P 3 more chaps to climax part, I can't wait! XD