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Sometimes its disappointing when all you want to do is spend the last 2 hours you've got left with them for the next week and a half and they're not even in the same room as you. maybe it means you don't matter as much. maybe you've been slacking on your relationship. who knows. so many things to think about lately. there is far too much changing and i can't say that i'm all for any of it. it's just not working out the way i thought it would by now. truth is you probably won't be here much longer..if you're lucky. so don't worry about it i guess. just let it slide by. like you let everything slide by. it was never as big of a deal as you wanted it to be anyway. it always meant more to you didn't it? more to you than to anyone else. no one ever saw it through your eyes, through the eyes that could see the inside.