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i'm sorry for saying that no one cared. lots of people do, and i love all of you guys. but the problems i have here are extreem, and last night i went to far. i'm scared thats all and i need to know that people havent forgoten about me, thats my worst fear. i can picture it now, i get back to america and people see me and say "hey! weren't you gone for a year in germany or something??" or "hey! i know you from somewhere!" or "are you new here?" it's scary guys, real scary. but i'm getting help. i only hope i can make it till july.