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My ma and i were talking last nite and she said 'its a really tough decision for me wether or not i should let a 14 year old girl make such an important desicion.' talking about the dropping IB of course. then she went on about how teenagers dont know how to make good desicions and i just completely went off on her! She is such a bitch to stereotype all teenagers as not knowing wat is best for themselves! Sure you have the fuck ups that screw their lives over, but not everyone is like that! And i dont know how she could even begin to think that about me, i mean shes lived with me for 14 years and im not like that! And you just cant go deciding peoples lives for them. Everyone makes mistakes and i think that everyone should experience life for themselves. not just following orders like some mindless drone and living wat someone else wants them to. I mean advice is fine, its great, even if you dont take it, but you just cant force people to take your advice. So wat if your parents think they know the right desicion, its not up to them. My mom says she just wants me to be happy. well the problem i see with that is that we must have different perspectives of happy. i dont know wat she wants me to be or do or when she thinks ill be happy. but if by happy she means go to an ivy league school, become sombody important, or a political figure, or make a million dollars, then i dont want her happiness. thats not what i want in life. all i want to do when i grow up is find the man of my dreams, get married, and have a family. i know ill have to make money so im thinking about being a chiropractor. that doesnt require going to harvard! i dont really care what i am, just as long as i can get by and make enough money to support a family.
it was raining and wet when i got home so i couldnt swing today.
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i smell wet dog
eew.