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well. its been a while.
song to describe my life right now = Fallin by alisha keys
for those that dont know the lyrics, main verses that apply
i keep on fallin in and out of love with you
sometimes i love ya, sometimes you make me blue
sometimes i feel good, at times i feel used
lovin you darlin makes me so confused
i keep on fallin in and out of love with you, i never loved someone the way that i love you
oh i never felt this way, how do you give me so much pleasure and cause me so much pain
just when i think ive taken more than would a fool, i start fallin back in love with you
really it all applies. like so perfectly its scary but i knew if i put it all in red, then no one would actually read the lyrics but just skim it. thats what i always do anyways.
im taking voice lessons now. theyre not much fun, but if they'll make my voice better then i wanna do it.
im also taking BALLROOM DANCING BABY!!! ohmygosh soooooo much fun!!! sofar ive learned the rhumba, salsa, hustle, cha-cha, and swing. i wish that everyone else would get into it like me cuz then id have someone to dance with! cuz for like a 16th or 18th birthday i wanna have a ballroom dancing party! how killer would that be! my favorite dances are hustle, salsa, then chacha. i dont like swing all that much.
but whats really sad is that it was kinda expensive to start it and now its gonna be really expensive to keep going and im gonna be so dissappointed if i dont get to keep doing it because im so in love with it. i mean i actually wanna get really good adn like go to compititions and stuff. and im not trying to come off as some spoiled brat whose gonna cry and scream if she doesnt get what she wants, cuz i understand that its a lot of money. its just that i love it so much, like i want it to be my passion. i dunno. sigh. maybe i can find another place. right now im at dance alday in jax beach.
so if anyone wants to do this with me i promise its soooo much fun!! i'll give you details if you want them i dont have the card right now. but u get 1 free trial lesson, 3 private lessons, 1 group lesson, and a party for $160 to start off with. im tryin to find a less expensive place to keep goin tho. ill let u kno if i do.
ive decided to tell a joke at the end of every entry now. no matter how corny. so here goes..
What did the blonde say when she looked into a box of Cheerios?
"Oh look!" "Donut seeds!"