I'm at a fork in the road...
I'm at a fork in the road. Things aren't going so well at the Gap. I'm not really enjoying myself in this position. I think that God (or the world) is telling me to drop it. Stage Manage the three shows at Jump-Start and work at SAC.
I think I may leave Gap. It just isn't meshing with the life I want, I might just drop to associate, or just work seasonally. It's a tough decision. But I have to do it.
I also have another tough decision to make. I don't know if I can do it though. It's one of the most painful things in my life to think about, and definitely the most painful to let go.
You know when you invested so much of your life and yourself into something/someone big and important, then you feel like you've gotten what you need and it/they have gotten what they need, it's time to let go. It's time to move on and explore life.
BUT THE WITHDRAWAL. The pain. The crying. The heart.
I don't know if I can handle it.
God Bless.
I think I may leave Gap. It just isn't meshing with the life I want, I might just drop to associate, or just work seasonally. It's a tough decision. But I have to do it.
I also have another tough decision to make. I don't know if I can do it though. It's one of the most painful things in my life to think about, and definitely the most painful to let go.
You know when you invested so much of your life and yourself into something/someone big and important, then you feel like you've gotten what you need and it/they have gotten what they need, it's time to let go. It's time to move on and explore life.
BUT THE WITHDRAWAL. The pain. The crying. The heart.
I don't know if I can handle it.
God Bless.