May 18, 2005 20:21
Scary... This afternoon I was finally awake enough to watch Oprah and it was about being a fat sibling in a skinny family and it made me really sad. Sometimes genetics can be so random!
I also felt kind of guilty snacking on my bag of granola because I felt really schmo-y and lazy and I realised I was using food as therapy in the same way that the girls on Oprah had done and it made me feel really icky inside. But this weather is just so damp and miserable! When summer comes and "Boot Camp" is initiated, I'm sure my endorphins will be much more abundant and I will feel much more lively and less sedentary/somnolent.
Also, I saw Elaine Chao on TV tonight and she has totally inspired me! She is so awesome!
From looking outside at this weather, it's hard to imagine Boat Dance is this Friday!
P.S. Life is lovely now!