Good...
Well, obviously I haven't been in the best moods lately. But I am feeling kinda good just now, so I'm not really going to go into it at the moment.
Well, I saw my aunt Lois the other day, she still thinks me and Cora are 'together' I was to embarassed for her to say anything. Though, stuff with Cora has been sorted out. It was just kinda annoying not knowing what was going on. But thats all good now.
Yesterday I ended up having to baby sit. Which wasn't what I needed. I felt rubbish, and had this little kid making me play. I don't mind if I'm in the mood, but y'know. Though I did find it funny when she went into my knicker drawer and pulled out tampons and asked if we could play that game. Hahahaha! It was after, I ended up crying infront of my mum. We were on our way to the Seaforth Hotel, which had been burned down that morning.
Before:
In flames:
Anyway, it was just this morning I asked my mum if it was ok to go to Peterborough (well Morton). Late notice I know, I'm just scared of her reaction. But she immediatly said thats fine. I was shocked, hehe. But thats great! So I went to get my tickets this morning (doing so, I felt great ^_^)
Train info:
21st August.
Depart Arbroath: 1117 Arrive Edinburgh: 1249
Depart Edinburgh: 1300 Arrive Peterborough: 1649
26th August.
Depart Peterborough: 1346 Arrive Darlington: 1535
Depart Darlington: 1545 Arrive Newcastle: 1650 (by bus)
Depart Newcastle: 1705 Arrive Arbroath: 2006
The journey back might be a bit worse, especially with having to get a bus! I'll just follow someone else, I hope theres someone helpful sitting next to me, lol. But its first class on the way down. I am so excited!
I did feel crap this afternoon. I talked to Foster about it, and he just made me feel worse, making it my fault. Yes, because I asked to feel this shit. I also said a few words to Dave. Hence my previous entry. Then he came on the forum, but I still wasn't in a good mood. And it wasn't helped by someone. But anyway after, and at work. I started to feel better, so I text Dave, and just him telling me to keep up my mood made me smile. Then my friend Adam, who I haven't seen in ages came in! Had a little chat with him. That was good! And felt great, I wrote Daves letter. And its noticeably happy. But then I just got this thought in my head that something was happening with Dave and someone else. So, me being the stupid cunt (I hate that word) text him. Of course he didn't take it very well. I just thought FUCK! I thought this was going to be the last time y'know. But we're stil good. I apologised. And he let me know its ok. Also had this oldish man pass the window and blow me a kiss, then came in and asked me to smile, Yes that makes me feel better. It was kinda quiet tonight. But I got my time off for seeing Dave, and he kinda got his. So woo! At least I have something to look forward to. When I got home, we were texting, and I got him worried for a change, hehe. I just worded a text wrong, and made it sound like I didn't want to come down. Even though I had just said I was, lol. So he got sad and asked if I didn't want him to come down. So I called him a silly sausage, hehe. We sent our evening text. Then he text me back, but I had no credit. But ah well.
I am feeling quite good just now. *sigh of relief*
I need to actually sleep now! I'm getting up at 8 because I start my new job tomorrow! I'll get a max of 6 hours sleep... yay?
Well, I saw my aunt Lois the other day, she still thinks me and Cora are 'together' I was to embarassed for her to say anything. Though, stuff with Cora has been sorted out. It was just kinda annoying not knowing what was going on. But thats all good now.
Yesterday I ended up having to baby sit. Which wasn't what I needed. I felt rubbish, and had this little kid making me play. I don't mind if I'm in the mood, but y'know. Though I did find it funny when she went into my knicker drawer and pulled out tampons and asked if we could play that game. Hahahaha! It was after, I ended up crying infront of my mum. We were on our way to the Seaforth Hotel, which had been burned down that morning.
Before:
In flames:
Anyway, it was just this morning I asked my mum if it was ok to go to Peterborough (well Morton). Late notice I know, I'm just scared of her reaction. But she immediatly said thats fine. I was shocked, hehe. But thats great! So I went to get my tickets this morning (doing so, I felt great ^_^)
Train info:
21st August.
Depart Arbroath: 1117 Arrive Edinburgh: 1249
Depart Edinburgh: 1300 Arrive Peterborough: 1649
26th August.
Depart Peterborough: 1346 Arrive Darlington: 1535
Depart Darlington: 1545 Arrive Newcastle: 1650 (by bus)
Depart Newcastle: 1705 Arrive Arbroath: 2006
The journey back might be a bit worse, especially with having to get a bus! I'll just follow someone else, I hope theres someone helpful sitting next to me, lol. But its first class on the way down. I am so excited!
I did feel crap this afternoon. I talked to Foster about it, and he just made me feel worse, making it my fault. Yes, because I asked to feel this shit. I also said a few words to Dave. Hence my previous entry. Then he came on the forum, but I still wasn't in a good mood. And it wasn't helped by someone. But anyway after, and at work. I started to feel better, so I text Dave, and just him telling me to keep up my mood made me smile. Then my friend Adam, who I haven't seen in ages came in! Had a little chat with him. That was good! And felt great, I wrote Daves letter. And its noticeably happy. But then I just got this thought in my head that something was happening with Dave and someone else. So, me being the stupid cunt (I hate that word) text him. Of course he didn't take it very well. I just thought FUCK! I thought this was going to be the last time y'know. But we're stil good. I apologised. And he let me know its ok. Also had this oldish man pass the window and blow me a kiss, then came in and asked me to smile, Yes that makes me feel better. It was kinda quiet tonight. But I got my time off for seeing Dave, and he kinda got his. So woo! At least I have something to look forward to. When I got home, we were texting, and I got him worried for a change, hehe. I just worded a text wrong, and made it sound like I didn't want to come down. Even though I had just said I was, lol. So he got sad and asked if I didn't want him to come down. So I called him a silly sausage, hehe. We sent our evening text. Then he text me back, but I had no credit. But ah well.
I am feeling quite good just now. *sigh of relief*
I need to actually sleep now! I'm getting up at 8 because I start my new job tomorrow! I'll get a max of 6 hours sleep... yay?