don't you know? this is no modern romance
I decided that I will never be loved. It may sound drastic, but I had this revelation. I wallow in misery and lonliness and if I didn't have that I don't know what I would do. I don't even know if I can love anyone. I really do want to, but I always end up convincing myself that it's completely superficial. Anyway, I love no one and let no one love me. I'll live by that.